our first common tests as sec 4s are over
but we still have mid year and prelims and o levels
and sounds so....
yuck

anywhatever,
today after the papers
was nonsensensically retarded
HAHA
like sometimes the guys really rubbish la...
shawndy + jonathan = shredded CT timetable
-..-
and somehow,
i went around calling ppl on their calculator handphones with my calculator handphone
haha
and somehow,
the ppl are retarded enough to answer the phone hahaha

oya ! and i made alot of deals with other grps abt the cip thing LOL
good job me, good job !

i think we really study until siao
imagine before the o levels
HAHAHA
we will be sitting in a white-padded square room
and doing the paper with a super blunt pencil
so maybe we wont stab ourselves to death



And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know.
But I won't let this get me I will fight.
You live the life you're given with the storms outside
somedays all I do is watch the sky,

Somedays all I do is watch the sky.

I think I, I could use a little break, today was a good day.
I think I, I could use a little break, today was a good day.

It's a deep sea on which I'm floating.

-end-
like real we can have a little break
theres still like lit and chem on mon D:

everyone's sleep deprived

i just wanna skydive and sleep
but maybe i cant sleep cause of the adrenaline
but it'll wear off,
wear off.
and im tired enough to sleep in the sky,
sleep in the sky alright

anw today was hectic
it all happened so fast
i wouldnt know what i'll be doing
if i wern't working my ass off

bio paper was doable (:
cept for the urea/amino acid question..
everyone got diff ans !

everything is so fast..
like do this and then this
then this
this this and this
and its friday !

im just waiting for my break...
so many ppl dropped subs
im not,
im wondering whether its the biggest mistake
or the biggest miracle
its too late anyway
too late anyway


the ugly hair lead is good ! dontyouthink?

-end-
oh how i need a distinction magnet

politics politics politics
everywhere everywhere everywhere
abhorrent abhorrent abhorrent

i feel that we were sec 3 just a few days ago
the camp
the whatever
no more
no more
no more

anw im just so tired
and im sick and tired of being sick and tired
(its frm a song ! lol )
im really sick and tired la...
i dont know how long i can keep this up
x..x

i just dont know how ppl can survive without religion,
faith,
a relationship with god rather.
i have come to a point where i will die without god
its the only thing keeping me sane
..and music too
i think i will go crazy and cry everyday without those 2 things
so i wonder how ppl dont have a belief...
its so sad,
you will be like so empty

i miss being in a sch that has any relation to god
as long as theres a hint of god smwhere,
it gives u a special feeling
theres none of that in this sch
it sucks
thank god for a population of christians in my class
but sm how it doesnt fit the bill

okay i have a date with my books
and a date with god
happy COMMERCIALISED valentines day

sway your head - we shot the moon

you've got to pull yourself together
love the lyrics

-end-
through faith

chem SPA on tues
exciting ey ?

heatwaves + heavy rains
at the same time in aussie
the weather is wacky
and i guess the cool winds frm down under
came to s'pore, its kinda cool round here

oh climate change,
oh climate change

anw, im starting to like all this drama
this year's finally getting intoxicating

growing old - parade the day


Sirach 30 :21-25

Cheerfulness and Sadness
21 Don't deliberately torture yourself by giving in to depression.
22 Happiness makes for a long life and makes it worth living. 23 Enjoy yourself and be happy; don't worry all the time. Worry never did anybody any good, and it has destroyed many people. 24 It will make you old before your time. Jealousy and anger will shorten your life. 25 A cheerful person with a good attitude will have a good appetite and enjoy his food.

-end-
worry never did anybody any good;
never did anybody any good alright

groundhog day everyday ):

everyone's not as fun anymoreeeeeeee
thats so sad
really

i think the funnest thing i've done
was running to the canteen for lunch that day with " the chinese clique "
haha so pathetic
and retardedly fun
no idea why (:

and anw time is moving way too fast
its february alr
chem SPA is coming
and its abt the mole,
the mole sucks

i dont like now,
i wanna go back to pri 2
but theres definitely ONE thing i like abt now (:

take it home - the white tie affair


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