i neeeeeeddd to study, mug, revise whatever
as in things going into my head
and staying there for atleast until aftr the test

& i tink my eng paper is screwed alr
and i shudnt even be here
last yr i was more less slack dan this tsktsktsk

and i havnt study half of any sub yet..except for ss
i cant die
i cant die
i cant die
cos for almost all the class tests for any sub
i have been failing or jus pass x..x

this shud be the last post until 9 may
if i do post anyt scold me until i cry xD
the com shud purely be used to listen to music (:
and last lesson wif mr teo tday ): halfanhour oni..

i must study productively i must i must
hokay i sound retarded
& listen to secondhand serenade (: nicenice
if u wanna listen to sad songs
n this shud be the last sentence u see

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i forgot to blog dis ytd...
The Clone and i almost got reversed into by the dumb AZ bus on fri
it was so scary DD:

ok so heres the story.
we were gonna go back to sch
dan me n de clone walking behind mr teo
and we walking to de bus
we follow mr teo,
he walked behind de bus
n we tot de bus stopped alr
but suddenly,
it started moving
backwards ! arhhhhhhh xD

ok dan my brain slow reaction..
i rmb thinking '' ehh how cum the bus reversing ? ''
ok by dat time mr teo alr walked past de bus ( so fast xD )
dan after dat i still dun rmb moving away
n my nxt thought was '' but how cum de reverse light not on ? ''
ok n now i tink ur tinking '' how cum so long de bus havnt langah me yet ? ''
my ans : i think fastfast ok ! haha ok back to de story..
dan i tink both of us were like @..o n nvr move
suddenly the clone pulled my hand n started running
andan i oso started running la..if not stand there meh lol
n if i can rmb..i tink i was laughing n running..or maybe not

anw it was for a few seconds
and i tink dis thought oso crossed my mind '' am i gonna die ? ''
ok so we ran to safety
dan both of us were laughing like siao xD
dan there was another sch's bus near there n i tink de driver horned at us
n i din kno until the clone told me
i tot de driver horn for nth xD
so sad no one took a pic or vid or sth
wen i c i'll surely laugh like crazy

haha ok so dat was scary and funny
anw ytd i was goin church
n jay walked =x
dan i was goin to cross behind a car but i tink i walked too fast
dan de car havnt totally drive past
n i was like so close to it
too close for comfort...
argh so many close encounters wif cars..
mus be careful

n im damn sad cos i cant go cambodia ):
so 'ill be staying in s'pore dis hols...
oh wells

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& i thank God for giving me legs to run

ytd geog fieldtrip was retardly fun (:
and monday's mr teo's last lesson wif us..
i tink we'll miss him haha
and he will be a superduperwonderful teacher
he'll surely pass his teacher test tingy wif a (:

and dis yr got so many overseas trips la..
theres :
sarawak
cambodia
band get to go japan !
badminton go shanghai !
dan still got dunno wat
n oso got work attachment
oya got the council tingy oso
and all clash wif campfire prep...

and all is like arnd the same dates...
n im considering de cambodia trip
but i tink in de end i still wont go ):
is to go cambodia n build a well for the ppl
it sounds dumb at first but
its like going there to hlp ppl
dan will make u feel super kind haha
im a kind person u kno
i like hlping ppl (:
lol but abit not humble xD

...anw i hope dec hols got smmore overseas trip dan maybe i can go (:
and now we jus have to studystudystudy and mugmugmug
good luck to you and you and you & you n you n you & youyouyouyou
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i was so looking forward to geog fieldtrip on fri
but mr teo work too hard for us and sick D:
so now its postponed to dunno wen

and speech day
was ok.. i tink we're like better dan all the others
but still like shit lol
so dat means all de others shitty-er ?

anw i never liked exams
and i will never like them

i am looking for fun
it seems to have been kidnapped
so sad

sleep sleep and sleep
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must mugmugmug !
but this wk no mood
and today sch was too overpowering xD
i was half dying

and poor ms toh
have to deal wif all the drama in our class lol
and the form is gonna '' preach '' agn..
dats was daphne said haha

oh and i cant fail any subs for mid yr
if not the form will call parents agn she sucks
so -..- i oni failed 3 last time la
so now i must be guai n study

and i dun understand any physics
im gonna die

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the skin is finally not green !
& i just like the ball

mid yrs cuming...
nxt fri start alr D:
i didnt start any revision
& im gonna die...
9 D:

anw x country last wk cancelled cos of rain
went amkhub
and syf on sat
and sunday was boring

oya last wk geog was funny
mr teo: *talking abt forest fires* and all the...
joel: all the earthworms will die :D
we: *laugh*
ms suan: *bang head on table*

that was One of stupidly funny tings he said
the rest too stupid to rmb xD
o and todays test i'll die uglyly xp

andandand
i outlined myself the other day hah !

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forgotten
or
remembered ?

syf today
i think i shudnt care anymore
gold agn
that way i go ~
i a m t i r e d

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we learnt this today..
a polynomial,
is a polynomial

it makes alot of sense yea ?

anw got a pile of hw
frm dunno how long ago x..x
gonna die

tiredtired and tired

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alot of tings happening this month
public performance
x country
syf
speech day
this month it starts to get worse
de drama ppl go home at 10 this wk
so poor ting lol
smmore we got so many tests
i dunno how ppl cope
the band ppl prac everyday
i tink im making myself stressed
speech day...fridays
this is only term 2,
and alotalot of hw dis week
everytime i cant fin go sch do/copy
haha now we kno wat recess is for
i just cant find the motivation to do any hw
and damn the chinese project
i dunno wat to do
somebody help me
the urge to cry.
i dont like chinese
anw in class tday
i have been having the urge to cry more than ever in my life
everyone was dying...
too boring
and de weather so hot
i want to cry but i refrain,
i was melting away~
if not my eyes will be red and puffy...
i tink its global warming D:
i go to church for refuge, i know You will be there
i forget abt all the school shit
we shud all go green yea ?
i love you Lord
blahblahblahblahblahblah
i dunno y i was angry today
i shouted
blahblahblahblahblahblah
it felt soooo good
it made me feel bad
blahblahblahblahblahblah
but it felt good
anw it made me think
blahblahblahblahblahblah
it made me feel like crying agn
it sucks
blahblahblahblahblahblah
i want to hug you
blahblahblahblahblahblah
i want to cry on ur shoulder
i hate chinese
if u happen to read all these white words
pls forget u ever did ty (:
i hate chinese
i shall not remember any of this kind of shit
i hate chinese
because it just Sucks.
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