today was fine. nth unusual

{pe}
' frisbee league ' one of de better pe lessons n ashley's grp was good. banged into yuheng n seng juan... rolled on de floor n i tink i lied dwn awhile haha but it was nice almost banfed into jacob n suffian oso lols i said lucky didnt bang into suffian n he said he very soft wan hahas okay a tiring pe lesson

{sci}
most interesting quiz

{recess}
ate slowly

{eng}
boring

{maths}
falling aslp n tmr hav test ):

{chinese}
briefing for mid yr project at LT evryone was like small kids at toys r us n went berserk n it was noisy. i didnt rlly understand wat mr soo was explaining yanni was my translator (: ok my chinese is bad its de booklet la i cant read haha but i understand chinese la haha not THAT bad oso

{after sch}
go sh. didnt eat lunch cos i didnt feel like it n i didnt starve until i reached home . jonathan is rlly strict wen he doin duty lor so serious ppl playin wif de cushions dan he scold like hell at least can tell dem nicely 1st mah dats y dey angry n talk back la dan he write in de book watever remarks dan he n ashley dunno wat happen la dan jonathan got hit by dat plastic ting so we kept them in de storeroom ( ppl dunno abt de storeroom haha) dan it was ' damn pain ' said by jonathan so he cried a lil ( o.o) dan he locked himself in de storeroom but he was damn pissed alr la dan me n minhui went to ask him wat happened n i didnt rlly understand wat he was saying haha anyway evryting ok liao la dan he got 2 hr dc for scolding vulgarities by mr f ...but if any person got dc frm scolding vulgarities we wud hav lots of ppl doin dc evryday haha

dan woked arnd go dc rm dan did a few mins duty wif idris dan he went sh so i stayed dere ... de sec 1s noe how to talk n talk n dey talk to anybody n ask n ask n ask n sold 3 SANA tickets today (: haniza, her fren & ellis

n did volunteer work today (: cleaned up guides den n i made a balloon dog ( its green !) n its in de guides den im gonna draw a face for it nxt time cos now its faceless ): dan wanru said i was free evryday haha no im not free EVRYDAY but dis wk im quite free haha but too bad its cumin to an end so soon but mayb nxt wk i'll be quite free agn haha cos goin home's boring n i jus watch tv

wen i went home , heavy rain. i got splashed by the bus waiting for de green man to come on ): actually i noe dat part de water will splash wan so i stood far far away at de grass dere dan i started wokin arnd in like a rectangle shape haha but many cars passed n i tot today de puddle not so deep wont splash so i decided to move infroont cos later ppl tink i siao stand so far n wok in rectangles haha dan de bus drive so near dan i got SPLASHED. n i was wet like it splased until half of me so i was like bloody hell ! dan i moved further back nearer de drain haha no la not so far cos de green man came on but i wanted to move back back so i quickly cross dan reach de other part a gust of wind blew dan my umbrella became inside out dan i kenasai ! so i quickly close dan open agn haha dan i bet de boy at de other end was laffing like hell la but he was trying not to so he covered his face wif de umbrella n i acted as if nth happened haha n i was soaking

well at least de water didnt splash unttil my hole body like last time haha dat was damn funny n i was standing infront infront smmore lols de water splashed right over my head n 2 times but de 2nd time i used de umbrella to block but i cudnt block de rain dat was cumin frm de sky haha
n now i tink its been 4 times dat i got splashed at dat crossing smbody better mend dat road
n its always de 854 dat splashes me wat'd i do

beware or be splashed [but there's no whr else to stand cos de water splashes quite far u noe]

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tmr got debate mus watch cos im not in haha [ wisman ashley jonathan yilin]
motion: tv does more harm than good
2e3 vs 2e4
2.00
come come

funnest CME lesson (: cos we moved arnd n played captain's ball ((: dis is wat i call a gd lesson haha n student hub 2nd day of opening wonder got ppl go ornot.

n our cip dis yr is goin to de old folks hm well it beats doin sth like last yr fun awaits n we hav to sell donation draw tickets n got coupon smmore leh nvr cum across b4... got $1 off a kfc ting n 25% off de pizza hut dunno wat luh n its $2 oni so buy buy buy (:

i wonder y we dun get to do flag day. its much more fun but, yea...

going home is boring n dats wat i did today after sch. i wanted to go s.h ... but my feet took me home & in love wif dat green table (: haha i really hope no one vandalises any one of those nice tables. n we r painting dat piece of wall at de '' no shoes zone'' n dat carpet at de ' no shoes zone ' is ugly. haha dey shud hav got a brighter coulour but i didnt go shopping dat day ):
anyway pls visit de s.h n nxt term we will hav activities i tink.. so take part haha n now dat talk alot girl is n s.h committee n she uses profound vocab in evryone of her sentences n speaks in proper english we shud learn frm her. i can die havin a conver wif her so i keep quiet n nod (:

-end-
im gonna stay back tmr (: i mus if not i'll die

got back

english: 17/20
chinese: 38/70, 52/100
science: 40/50
history: 10/10
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d & t: 42/50
maths: 41/50

now oni hav art left which i dun tink i'll do so well...oh well im gonna get scolded for my chinese ): at least i passed.

sm ppl r happy dey passed & my fudder's expectation is like pass not enuf mus get highest.
walao. okay i JUST got scolded for my chinese n he said dat de sci was not good. but i tink i got 2nd dan jonathan got 41. walao .

y mus dey expect so much . n today my younger bros jus had their 1st paper n jus now he still played com. he like doesnt care n i dun c dem doin revision either n he's p6 dis yr.

anyway how cum de class's impression of me is like i good in everything n guai guai wan. cos like today wen getting back de papers evryone is like saying dat i'll get high marks or 1st... n history especially erica said i'll surely get ten dan i said '' pls la 13 ppl got full marks'' haha dan wen janel asked me n i said i got 10 she said '' iya expected de la '' its like my impression on dem is lik i gd in evryting i dowan ): dan wen ppl get back their results 1st dey ask de person nxt to dem dan ask me ergh. dan like dat tym i didnt bring history dan had to stand up evryone is like '' huh ?! michelle nvr bring '' like im so predictable

in the class's eyes im gd in most of de subjects but in my parent's eyes im just NOT GOOD ENOUGH

anyway im disappointed for my chinese at least i cud get 10 marks more dan de passing mark but iya i guess i nid chinese remedial or a better cher. n let me say tt frm p3 i hav been havin chinese remedial except last yr i improved but now i tink im goin back ): smbody hlp me !

ok so today student hub duty n we did a few tings to de student hub eg pasting n pasting paper haha n i LIKE de green table n we r like de 1st feww ppl to touch de new cushions (: better hurry touch now if not nxt time will be dirty haha n i hope no one vandalises de new & nice tables (: cos dey r rlly nice i wonder if i can exchange de green table wif de one i hav at home haha cos its de same except diff colour dan like most of de ppl dat came to sh is de girls frm 1e4 !! haha e4 ! e4 ! e4 ! so enthu at 2.00 all cum in until like 3 like senior like junior haha

n my lunch was banana milk (: after haniza tried i decided to try agn haha ok la but last wk's wan was nicer mayb cos we drank it later n de banana was decomposing in de fridge n it tasted better lol. so nxt time buy banana milk at 6 + lidat (:

dan ms n came in to check check c c. o n principle oso came in haha k dan ms n so scary lol dan tok to her even more scarier dan she say wen close call her so i got her no. oO dan we were jokin to prank call her haha but WHO DARES ? dan close liao giv her key dats all go home

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iya later mus go church agn... smtimes so mafan ergh...n no time do hw arh n still havnt discussed a single bit abt de debate we wanna die die die .

n now im doin maths. oni at ques 3 argh. mus hurry n i've procrastinated enough. i MUST really finish sm stuffs today. arhhh !

-the jelly bean prayer-

red is for the blood He gave
green is for the grass He made
yellow is for the sun so bright
orange is for the edge of night
blue is for the sins we made
white is for the grace He gave
purple is for His hour of sorrow
pink is for oour new tomorrow
a bag full of jelly beans colourful n sweet,
is a prayer, is a promise, is a special treat.

i still havnt tot of de 2 weird tings hah cant tink anymore

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ok forgot to mention ytd dat sec 3s gave us presents (: ty ! got sweets dan nuggarts n a straw heart de nuggart got forgot wat flavour n GREENTEA but i dun like greentea l.o.l maybe dey tink i like green dan give me greentea haha but de greentea flavour so yucky anyway ty la i still finished it haha ( f.y.i de presents got name one dats y mayb dey gimme greentea or mayb so QIAO haha) ok yups THANK YOU(S) agn ((:

arh i forgot abt de 52 maths equations hw die one day how to finish arh ! mon mus hand in. oh shit i still hav to giv de essay die die die better not be lazy tmr die la

-today-
thinking day was ok sang songs n stuff n got abit high hahas maybe de air con was too cold dats y make us siao haha n de trip to indoor stadium felt so fast haha dan dis yr wen go dere not so crowded k dan after dat go back sch take company foto dan mus 1/2 squat dan ms chua take foto so long my legs were breaking argh dan eunice was leaning on me dan she said can feel me shaking lol of cos la stand 1/2 squat very tiring de lor & it makes gd exercise haha n had to take 3 fotos smmore i tink all de fotos my face will be lik '' help-im-in-pain-can-u-faster-take-de-pic-my-legs-r-breaking-but-i-mus-smile '' kind of smile haha dan after dat take pic for sec 4s dey all dan haniza said she wanted to take foto wif wanru TO SEE DE HEIGHT DIFF dan i said SHE WAS MOCKING HERSELF haha dan she beat me -.- dan actually wanted to go church straight frm sch but decided to go abit later so went home n changed 1st

o n i didnt go cat class cos went for thinking day n so qiao nxt wk no cat class hah cat class is boring de...

n i jus realised i like to mock ppl haha ok dats so bad but i jus mock ppl its a bad habit smtimes i jus say wifout knowing n dats bad but smtimes i dun say it out dats gd but smtimes i purposely wan cos its fun haha but mus be de rite person oso lol if not sm not nice tings will happen haha n smtimes i jus keep quiet jus cos i dun wanna say it haha but smtimes u wanna tell sm1 but i oso kno wen to draw de line okay not like i anyhow say ok haha

n 3 more papers to get which de subjects lik all hard wan . eng, chi, hist n im scared cos eng oni 5 ppl passed n chi cher said alot of ppl failed n hist cos my hist is lousy so i hav no confidence n b4 gettin any results back ( dat few days after common tests n one day in cny i tink ) i hav been getting nightmares dat for my exams i did badly or e.g got one dream i dreamt we were doin maths test dan i was wokin arnd in class n daydreaming waiting for de cher to ask us to start dan it was lik so quiet so i looked arnd evryone was doin alr dan i c de time 15 mins passed liao dan i was wondering y de invigilator nvr tell me do so i quick quick do de paper dan i c 1st ques so hard so i skip dan do de nxt ques but all dunno how to do so i anyhow do dan i do 1st ques dan cher said stop so freaky la dan i woke up n wen i woke up i still cud rmb de ques argh so scary la de dream n i had nightmares abt diff subjects argh nvr had such dreams lidat b4 lor scary can anyway now got back sm results n all ok so jus waitin for mon... erghh hope wnt be disappointing

heres a game i dunno for wat purpose

-the rules-

each player of this game starts with the 6 weird things about you. the people who get tagged need to write a post of their own 6 weird things as well as state this rule clearly. in the end, you need to choose six people to be tagged and list their names. dont forget to leave a comment that says ''you are tagged''in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

1. smtimes wen i write i will scramble up letters e.g im supposed to spell a word dan wen i tink of de nxt letter i will write it dwn n i miss out one letter or put it after de other letter understand ?

2. my hand writing changes almost evryday , depends on my mood oso. ( like gracia (: haha )

3. i cant slp wen i listen to music cos i'll b singin in my head dan i cant slp , i will oni slp after a long long while

4. sm days i jus feel like keeping quiet

5. ( wen i tink of it )

6. ( wen i tink of it )

de 6 victims ...

i dunno anyone can do la

but tag me if u do cos i wanna c haha

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banana milk juice is nice frm de fruits stall haha but it looked disgusting at first n its probably de oni time i will like banana (:

i always 4get wat i wanna say

- a few minutes-

lets talk abt ytd hmmm, mornin early early go sch. tired tired. i still need more more slp argh.
dan blah blah blah went back to class n e ray said i was very blu n it was lik smurfs {smurfs is a stupid n lousy show} dan blah blah blah , recess saw haniza havin pe not exactly la she wasnt havin pe her class was dan dey play captain's ball she at de side dere cheering n jumping arnd n clapping ( i wudnt do anyting lidat haha its jus captain's ball l.o.l mayb wen we all sec 4 we oso lidat haha better not say) n i laffed at her HAH purposely of cos dan she did dat face l.o.l so fun k dan recess was lik i felt so EXTRA hah shud be SPECIAL dan d & t even more blu cos we had practical haha dan chinese. he dowan giv us back de paper ): im scared. he said alot of ppl fail ): eng oso he said oni 5 ppl passed i hope im one of de 5 argh ! y dey create suspense !! nxt mon! nxt mon ! n nxt mon got debate i tink i jus hope i tot wrongly cos we didnt do anyting YET evryone's jus slacking n we wanna die oh shit n i hav to hand in essay nxt mon oso argh so many tings n im so lazy how

-today-

jamie got suspended ): she said she was not sad but she wud be if dey called her parents haha n she said anyway her mother doesnt care so sad la her mother doesnt care well she has 4 other siblings oh well

d & t i got 42/50 but cher say dat evryone will hav mrks added cos its supposed to be 1 hr n we did 45 min ya lar c la make me so scared i tot i wud fail cos i didnt finish n left alot of blanks but i still got 42 Oo dan evryone was lik wah wah wah cos i tink im de highest ? but cant be so low mah im jus lucky dan all de ques dat i answred were correct ? n my fudder said it wasnt good ): n wat position in class i was aiming for walao ): i jus hope i dun fail my eng. n sci, it wud be VERY veryVERY disappointing n i may break dwn ): no i wont cos i did my best actually no i didnt do my best ): dats hard to hear frm myself lol I DIDNT DO MY BEST argh la !

neeway art was panic hour cos hav to finish de drawing n colour n stuff i dun tink i will do well cos stupid oil pastels so hard to colour dan in de end i any how coloured n de coulour smudged on de light colours ahhh anyway by dat time i given up n said I DUN CARE ANYMORE wat was i saying man !! argh its CA marks arhh !! die die die )):

guides drills we had leaves to lock our arms joy cheat lor cos it stuck to her hand dan wen march she lift up both hands dan nvr drop lor walao n no one saw SHE CHEAT haha n she beat me alot of times today ass la.

my leaf is molly monique leaf (: dan sec 4s were lik stop looking at ur leaf ! hah

-end-

tired tired tired

i tot today was monday.

didnt bring pe

did pe in unifom

its horrible

so sweaty

anyways rh said she got scolded by D dan dis is wat D said abt rh( roughly lar) :

she said abt her hair n socks dan wen rh clip de fringe liao she say she wan to c her fringe lidat evryday lol dan said abt other councilors dan said sth lik '' c de head councilor so neat, i dunno her name or class but i nominated her cos she is neat '' [ LOL la xD] dan ask rh wat her name n class HAHA

D is actually very funny, i've seen her FUNNY n FRIENDLY b4 but wen she's horrible she can b VERY VERY horrible so i prefer de nice her haha

k dan normal stuff la boring day was practically falling aslp dan maths got 41/50 ok la n my fudder said it was lousy ): walao jus cos highest is full marks dan he say lidat ): n he always says dun care abt other ppl walao eh its 82% ok anyway adding other class tests oso mah... wth la

dan parade rehearsal

home

k tmr hav to wake up super duper uber early haiz n im suffering frm lack of slp haiz n dere'll b no one to wake me up tmr ): cos evry1 else wakes up so much later...
haiz gotta go prepare

lucky today no hw or hav ? haiya n i hav to write a compo n still got debate n oh yea tmr nid maths file mus find all de loose papers

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its CNY n no CNY mood dis yr...
smhow de festive moods got lost sm whr along de way of growing up first no christmas n now no CNY mood ): oh well but v day got alot of ppl in de mood oh well wats de world turning into now ?

neeway ytd was fine. nth special except dan wen cumin outta de lift dere was dis 2 yr old boy i tink he was carried by de maid dan he touched me haha dan touch de other ppl cumin out oso he lik counting lidat haha so cute y cant evryone be oh so innocent n do stupid stuff . i wanna be a kid agn wifout so much to worry abt.

n jus watched a thai drama on channel u its dubbed into chinese so yea... so touching (: but i didnt cry hah n de boy n girl so cute... too bad de ending not nice.

n its raining now certainly dampening de CNY mood n later goin ppl hse haiz... its always de same ): boring boring boring .

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-yesturday-

duty was exciting (:
8.00, getting ready to go
3 ppl came
quickly give dc slip
record dwn
hah it was a rush (:
so exciting

d & t was fun
i tried to make a wooden ball
not quite finished yet
the bastard file so slow lol

chinese jin jie came
cos our poor chinese cher so blur
allow him cum cos he said he no chinese class
he asked for clarice's e-mail n no.
he likes her, almost evryone knows liao so haha

-tuday-

i tink we had de most fun maths lesson frm mdm ng ever
n i purposely woked slowly to class cos i expected it to b boring lol
but no TB used to day n we had quiz
BOYS vs GIRLS
but 1/2 of de class went for de CNY performance tingy
empty was de class so
we won n dose hu went up to do de ques n got correct got sweet
got sabo-ed by yanni minhui n jiahui i tink
'' 15 ! '' was wat dey shouted
n '' ok 15 cum out '' was her reply
neeway ty cos i got a sweet lol
im a sucker for sweets
cos i suck dem not bite
lol so lame

performance was ok
charmaine + yuhan = emcees
go charmaine go ! go go go lol
in one of de lions was ms cynthia chua
n she was oso in de '' bowen wushu ''
at first i tot wat wushu. we got wushu meh ?
its actually frm TKD
so cool de cher noe how to fight say lol

dan chers went up to sing
ms tan su ping sang nice (:
cud oni hear hers n mrs li's voice
anyway nice nice

end wif D saying her normal stuff

k dan went shopping jus now
dan was drizzling
saw a nice double rainbow
it was behind a big cloud dan can c de silver lining on de cloud
dan de rainbow is lik surrounding de cloud at de top lik an M but oso not rlly lol
it was curvy. anyway very nice 1st time i saw a rainbow lidat
dan later got dark clouds
dan can c lik de wind blowing de clouds
dan can c de holw sky black
n dan cud c lik sort of de big clouds sucking
de small ones in u noe lik all dose thin floaty clouds
de giant cloud was sucking de small one yup. (:
it was lik de mother ship dan sucking de other small alien ships haha

so now rain rain rain
hope it doesnt rain on CNY tho

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blah blah forgot wat i wanted to say

today's exams sucked.

maths was do-able but dunno how many millions of careless mistakes i can make. dan de paper hav alot of typos n espacially de no.s dan got one i rmb 301 x 209 its supposed to be 299 but wen i did it i wrote in my working ( 300 + 1 )(300-1) so one of my careless mistakes was not bad haha dan lik de cher told us wen evryone lik almost 3/4 done so evryone had to do all over agn lols

d & t sucked laaa i tot it was 1 hr so i did slowly dan its actually 45 min )): n i left alot of blanks... wanted to do dem after i finshed ): dan i didnt finish my isometric drawing ))): it was lik 1 more line n de dimensions dan finish liao ):

n dis common test sucked totally la. so disappointed. dan sci was rlly disappointing. my mind was blank n i cudnt tink.

i felt like crying. i felt like crying. i felt like crying. i FEEL like crying . i FEEL like crying.

my confidence level is very low now ): ))))): hell la

neeway today is valentines n alot of ppl got alot of tings n alot of ppl got little tings

i got sm tings n chocolates n stuff n mr r gave us chocs hah

iya dun feel lik tokin abt stuff

dan did locker duty. got very few. n dat irritating ashely . rashyd shouted at him. HAH ! iya

sch is whr hypocrites go & whr masks are worn

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low low low

screw today. ! argh. screw tuesday !

mornin duty was ok except dat its kinda irritating wen dey play pranks on u. especially dose hu purposely hide their tie n dan later take out. so irritating can !!! it happened so many times n i can jus laugh it off. ok so started de day bad. ):

dan went foyer. ms n needed ppl giv de travel plan form to de form chers. actually dey supposed to collect frm de office dem selves lor. waste my revision time. anyway it was kinda fun HAHA so contradicting dan giv out... dan in de general office got D dwn dere n she was glaring at me so i jus looked away lol cos she oso nvr say anyting dan dey tok abt dun eat chocolate in de mornin haha n dat de mornin de music play very loud LOL k dan dunno hu de chers n all dan go ask soon lam hlp cos he was dere but he pathetic la dunno how to do dan saw shu xian cos she was dere oso dan ask her hlp giv k dan got sm chers upstairs so ma fan dan i go up dan one cher scolded me ): cos she said can u say excuse me ey i said excuse me leh...

dan oso saw gwendaline upstairs... i tink she hlp jonathan oso haha cos wen i went dwn dan shu xian said he was shouting at de back dere whr all de chers were cos he dunno dem lol didnt noe dis type of ppl existed... he was lik '' hu is _____ ! '' iyo ! anyway dan yuh fu gui oso hlped me abit

dan go dwn did abit of revision dan mr k lim asked us go hall... dan got no space so we sat outside dan FT went to classrm got no electricity dan de boys nvr listen keep shouting '' on de fan on de fan ! '' walao i tell u so irritating dan rh said de sch nvr pay bills lol dan after very long dan he said its for total defence anyway oso not so hot wad it was windy.

dan normal lessons blah blah blah

eng test was ok. but it wasnt gd i tink

sci was horrible i tink i totally screwed it . dats all

revision. simplify

maths + d & t = t ( mahs + d & )

-ytd-

forgot wat happened ...

hist. ok

chinese. ok. anyhow do de cloze passage HATE IT.

dan rush home go reunion dinner... i was tinkin of purposely annoying de waiter lol lik i drink de tea dan after he pour dan my bro drink his tea dan continue HAHA dan de person will be lik so angry la haha. hu ask dem evrytime we drink dan pour lol even if its lik almost full HAHA anyway reach hm late n didnt revise ):

screw sci paper ! screw it ! wats done cant be undone ): wish there was an undo button.

yayness ! tmr last day !! whoo ! n dis yr de exams so early lor normally its lik 1st wk of march.

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wat it feels lik to be mugging on a sat nite.

horrible. n it didnt feel lik a wkend ): i mugged until 11+
n now im mugging on n on n on argh. but u mus keep goin.
dont stop now.

n i heard frm church fren dat st. nick's 1/2 of de graduated ppl hu got there results on fri got 6 n de not so gd ones oni until 12

can u belive dat 1/2 of de batch got 6 n de rest until 12 oni !!

6 to 12 so power sia :o

ok mus cuntinue muggin !!

n i jus came back frm church agn... i really wonder wat other ppl do on wkends ? cos i go to church for max 3 times during de wkends...

anyhow, '' to the bat mobile ! '' hahas

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'' to the books ! ''

its SATURDAY already.

so fast. the week seemed to past so fast.
n i jus found out theres still so much to revise .
mon: english, history

history... nth goes into my head. n eng i dunno wad to expect ? n i tink no one has been listening in class.

no time no time no time ! n hav to go church soon !! argh.

stupid stupid stupid.

cat class cher said y hav common tests so early ? cos our hols r in march n now oni begining of feb...

dats so true la y cant hav lik after chinese new yr huh ?

its such a rush.

anyway ytd ytd was choinging maths... did until lik 11+ cos actually i went n did de problem sums ! stupid la me dun nid do dan i do dan i do i copy de no. wrongly dan cant get de ans so i try try agn many many times lol stupid stupid stupid well at least it hlp me practice but common test oso nvr test on de problem sums so wat u say... dan at nite i was dreaming abt maths lol dan i rmb '' x/x-2'' lol joy said i so stress HAHA anyway iya after nxt wed FREE !

oya dan thu jacob was playing wif his pen dan de ink slpash on his face HAHA how old alr still play ? lol lucky didnt splash onto me agn lol cos tue yijin splashed ink on me dan thu jacob haha n i sit between dem ... so suay -.- SEE ? DESE TYPE OF TINGS DUN HAPPEN TO GIRLS lol

- maths class ; where ink gets splashed & people get inked -

-end-
gotta run !

i wonder wat other ppl do on wkends ?

today.

nth much...

duty was normal... had to giv sth to melinda cos she 4got to bring n her maid came so i giv to her... dan its lik i take alr dan de maid still didnt go away oni after i came back dan hav to tell her dat i giv alr dan she fang xin dan go its lik she so bu fang xin lor dan after dat she ask me for my name dan say ty dan go... lol y mus ask my name ? she wan giv me present ar lol anyway de maid so ... lik melinda lidat mayb she worried dat smhow de ting doesnt get to melinda dan she get scolding or sth dunno la but she looked so worried lidat...

iya anywho,
eng was boring

d & t ... fun . i love practical (:

chinese. boring. we did filing. n melinda doesnt listen. cos last fri i announced dat i collecting de 70 cents for de file BY TUE dan if hav ur own file dan giv me BY WED buddan she didnt giv me 70 cents or de file so i tot she no file dan gonna pay me 70 cents dan melissa oso told me dat she will tell melinda to gimme 70 cents dan today i asked her for 70 cents for de file she taking out de money dan said '' huh ?! i tot i hav orange file at home ? '' i was lik WTH !!!!!!! n stuff so i said '' ok nvm tmr giv me de file '' ( i m such a hypocrite ): ) she clearly doesnt listen n its not lik she was not there wen i made de announcement wad. n she n melissa clearly dont communicate. dey r jus identical n live under the same roof n cum to sch together. n even merlyn didnt tell her anyting, so much for being in de same class.

dan de book shop still dun hav orange file frm tue i bought 5 alr dan no more so de auntie said tmr cum back so i went back every day until today n still no orange files... n i oni want 3 more y take so long ! so im gonna try my luck tmr.

maths... normal dan she had to go off for de last 1/2 hr dan de cool relief cher came lol but rlly de young chers r getting cooler lik de other day i saw de other cher she wear nice nice wan dan wear thick belt smmore hah wish more chers wud b lidat LOL... de cool chers r de short hair wan wif specs n de other short hair wan wifout specs but i tink she wear contacts dan dat guy he oways wear de shirt actually normal luh ... yup dan evrytime c de 3 of dem togoether wan lol '' The Three Cool Teachers '' mayb dey together cos de other chers not cool enough lol jus kiddin

haha oya dan cos after maths cher left dan havoc evryone start tokin dan rh, cheryl n jj were tokin dan de relief cher woked to their place n said '' pls stop ur flirting here'' evryone LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHA so funny dats y i prefer younger chers dey all FUN de lor n charlene shud b a cher she is fun ! n she wud teach geog ... so wasted she major in geog dan now dunno doin wat... ok dat has nth to do wif anyone haha

n mon is history n chinese alr !! nth has gone into my brain !! arhh !
n im rushing to finish de 100 ++ ques for maths argh.

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it was abt time alr. dis is wat i tot... dis mornin we got scolding frm ms n. evryone stayed back in parade sq cos mr r. complained... mon's post. dan yuh... she very scary... dan at duty dat time she lik different... anyway after dat de class was lik abit better dan cos we take up sci lesson dan ms t. was lik actually gonna '' tok to us'' oso actually lecture lor y cant dey jus say. ( cos we not at lecture theatre) hah so lame ... anyway luh she ''toked to us'' actually it IS really abt time alr. cos lik all of de chers tt taught our class were irritated, fed up, annoyed n stuff i cud tell but sm ppl jus dun look arnd n c wat dey r doin actually i thank god for dis wake up call n hope dat we will b better frm today onwards but janel was absent n she sud hav cum if u noe wat i mean... im not trying to say anyting la but iya


anyway i was touched by wat ms t. said la n i was lik gonna cry lols...dunno abt de rest... so she said sth lik our class is more on de active side n mus hav fun wan but dere r times to b serious n time to play( dats totally rite) dan abt how hard it is to stand in front n teach n dat the attention of EVERYONE is vital to her mood of teaching n our body language oso n wen we lie on de table it affects her mood... ( which i tink is oso true) n abt if we try standing n tokin n no one is listening. i've experienced dat b4 n it doesnt feel nice dats y evrytime in sci lesson i wud b guai (lols self praise haha) n dan try to keep de class quiet cos i can tell frm her expression dat she is lik gonna jus wok out n dun cum bak but she did not. she did not giv up on us n tried to get the attention frm us.. n dat cos she noe abt ms n. scolding us

dan she said '' actually i was gonna tok to u all, but ms n. alr toked to u all alr rite... c its so... u all jus had dat n dan now im gonna tok to u all now oso it will b lik 1/2 hr alr n actually i rlly didnt noe wat to plan for u all today cos im gonna tok to u all n i really didnt noe wat to plan for u all''

she said sth lidat la n its very deep very very deep cos its lik dey spend alot of time planning i noe cos my mudder teaches in curch on sats n jus for 1 1/2 hrs she takes a few days to plan to make evry lesson fun n interesting n its lik wat ms t. said is rlly deep la dan dat part she said dat she actually didnt noe wat to plan for us its lik so sad, rlly. cos imajin if u go to de hospital dan its lik u warded dan de nurse tells u dat dey didnt hav anyting for u ... not even de pajamas or ur meals. dats wat i tink. dan she said dat its lik................ cos de chers plan for everyone of their lessons ... u ask other ppl under de same cher n c weder de lesson is same ornot even tho its abit de same sm tings r diff . so being a cher is mentally tiring. n we all r givin dem a rlly hard time

dan i tink wat she was tryin to say is dat '' she didnt noe wat to prepare for us cos she wud b wasting her energy planning carefully to get our attention n dat even if she plan alr dunno weder we will listen ornot n dat she will spend 3/4 of de time trying to keep us quiet n its de same as not teaching at all... cos mayb oni lik 1/4 of de class is listening. so y waste her time''

n i tink dats very well said n i tink it hit many of us hard.. n let me tell u sth its rlly ridiculous if one day u jus sit in class n listen to de cher dan u hear alot of ppl tokin dan sm ppl wud be tryin to keep de class quiet by shooshing dan for lik 3 secs de class is quiet but still hav ppl tokin dan de cher speak one sentence n dan de class is noisy agn n de whole cycle starts agn. tink how much time u spend learning oni... n i feel lik timing it dwn n jus seeing... n its rlly sth to laugh abt u noe cos i did i really did laugh abt it... i did exactly as i said in de above n i rlly laughed abt it u noe cos its jus riduculous. jus giv it a try. jus stop turn look arnd n listen . really listening. theres a diff to listening n hearing u noe.

listen = to make an effort to hear something, hear with intention, pay close attention to

hear = to perceive by the ear, to be capable of perceiving sound by the ear

n i got dos frm the dictionary. so LISTEN !

anyway after dat de class was quite quiet alr GOOD. dan pe andan recess... azimah toked to us n abt how she felt as de monitress i tink wat she said is oso true n i agree wif her man. rlly. cos she said abt wat we do in class n she cud jus write our name in de class diary n cos evrytime she closes one eye. i oso can tell cher u noe... its jus dat i close one eye too or mayb smtimes even two n i tell ppl alot of times to dun do tings u noe u can ask arnd but i noe its no use... so i close 1 eye. ): n dat frm today she wud giv no mercy n start writing in de diary alr. n de class wont listen to jus anyone so its gd dat azimah came uo to tok to us... she actually got de hole class during recess to go to student hub n dan she toked to us which i tink its bery well done lor n i tell u if i was up dere n tried to say sm tings no one wud listen cos no one listens to a normal person... tell me wud u listen to a beggar hu says sth abt sth true dat is gonna happen. u tell me wud anyone listen to dat beggar ?

dan eng was gd cos it was after recess n it was after azimah toked so de class was lik all quiet but even wen she toked sm ppl still joked of cos cause we r e4. but i cud tell almost evryone was serious (: n i rlly hope dat we will b lik dat for de rest of de yrs to cum (: even wen we go sec 3 we wud keep up de behaviour n class...

such a long post haha dun tink anyone wud read de WHOLE ting anyway i dun expect anyone to read all dis crap la but i hope at least sm e4 ppl wud read ABIT of it n its jus how i feel ... cos deres no one i can tell but i can tell de whole world.

anyway chinese we did zuo wen n dan i cudnt tink of wat to write luh dan evry one was goin dan i mus quickly finish... anyway joanna oso still havnt finish os ok la dan oni left a few ppl dan brendan say he let me copy lols but i oni copy one sentence n i didnt rlly noe wat it meant hahas n i oni wrote 3/4 of de paper arhhhhs! anyway i jus handed it in... dan i say i hlp him hand in de paper but brendan say he wait for me lols i was lik ok... watever... hahas he is lik de nicest guy on earth la haha iya i tink he was scared if i will hand in de paper ornot laa cos later he get scolding mah haha dats y he wait n c weder i got hand in haha anyway {brendan is a nice guy (:} n u heard dat frm me n not anyone else LOL

such a long post hahas

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wasted so much time writing dis omgosh luhhh ><

today was shit.

-morning-
de seniors all go for investiture. we left to do all de ting. n de other sec 2 doin duty wif me sucks. i was tokin to wisman cos he waiting 4 rh giv him tie dan yuh n jing shun was dere oso n i gav him dc wahaha erica oso got dc frm me at first she wanted to fake jus write her name n dun record. but FAT HOPE { wahahaha no way i wud do such a ting so she got do dc tmr wahaha k dan i was tokin to wisman dan one person wok past wifout tie dan he alr lik inside inside dan jing shun was lik walao how can let him go... i say cos i nvr c mah she shud hav stopped him. n i cud hav shouted at him to cum bak but i had to write another persons name dwn so.......haiya. d

an oni got 4 of us doin. jonathan, idris, she, me ... she didnt do anyting, jonathan n idris go side gate but jonathan hlped me look for dc book. i dun like de office person lor. hate her. so unfriendly. anyway searched all over de table, dan go ask fugui n rashyd dey all ... but cant find dan in de end found it at de side side side inbetween de file -.- so i recorded de dc tingys n got no late cumers so boring... lols so qiao no seniors no latecomers. hahas

dan FT period was normal but sm tings happened n yup... i cant say weder if i agreed wif anyone [im neutral] n dan we got de student handbook finally.. its quite nice but de colours
+ de new crest = very hospital like but i like de cover design. its simple (: n did u notice dat de colours r chosen to b de same as de sch at de field dat part dan u c de walls so quite ok i was tinkin y dey choose dose colours haha

dan sci i got 47/50 buddan hav to - 1 so 46 cos cher mark wrongly. n dat was a stupid careless mistake. wasted. anyway dan boring stuff blah blah blah. dan maths de stupid yijin go n play wif de ink dan he cut dan de ink splash on me lor de whole right side of my hand got polka dots of ink. cme got scolding frm ms loh cos we too noisy dan she make us write essay. booooooo anyway.

sports heats dis yr suck la actually i was havin headache de whole time. its jus dat i kept quiet....we shi bai cos alot of ppl go competion , tournament all dis... so hard to find replacement. dan 100m not so gd, n high jump i got 2nd cos got very few girls dan so yuh all lousy lousy de lol dats y i can get 2nd haha nvm at least i get a medal or sth. dan de guys laugh at us lor walao. dan in de end dey oso lik wad lidat but we didnt laugh lor. anyway i was laughing inside haha dan de favian so hao lian n proud. he laugh at other ppl budan he himself oso quite gd so he got lik dat proud face. ergh. he is jus lik mr yeo. iya. dan had dis cute sec 1 guy hahahahahahaha chong yang hahahahahaha

dan last minute i had to run for 4x100 cos of all dose ppl hu go tournament or match n stuff... it was rlly last min la. dan erica cum back she was lik so stress la cos dey got thrashed dan cum back still got dese problems... dan she was lik goin to cry....

anyway wth laaaaa jus wth.

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im tired.very

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mich - yanni : lol jus saw ur tag oni... dunno wad u show me hahas dunno wad u mean today i jus saw dat u quiet ? u listen in class har isit? ok gd (: saw wat u tagged on ellis blog (: cheer up jia you ! anyway lik wad she say now oni sec 2 leh... dun worry too much . concentrate on wat u tink is important (:

-today-
china ppl cum. im not one of de buddy cos FT choose higher chinese ppl. boring day. as usual de class very noisy. mr RA keep saying we giv bad impression. he keep scolding us. infront of dem. chers irritated by us. me too. n it seems like im de oni 1 doin wad others r not doin. n i wish i cud say wat i want n smtimes i feel like scolding sm ppl. but i cant make myself scold dose sm ppl. i jus cant. altho im alr irritated by dem. i jus cant scold dem. i dun wanna b de oni 1. wat wud dey tink of me if i scolded dem ? wat wud happen in de end ? dats y i cant scold dem. im afraid of de outcum. im terrified. so i jus close one eye. or smtimes even two. but den i feel like im not being wat im supposed to be. now i noe y he does dis to me. cos i cant do wat im supposed to do. nobody really understands me. i dun tink i understand myself too. dats so sad. luh. but u noe smtimes im rlly really rally irritated n annoyed by wat u all do. n i wish i wud say wat i want to. or maybe i cud hav. n i was jus afraid to. n im jus keeping all dese in. i cant tell anyone. no one at all. u wont noe wat might happen nxt. u rlly wont noe. life is unpredictable. tings r not nice wen u write dem. n tings r nice wen u say dem. cos evryone's afraid to say de not nice tings. dats y writing's so much more easier. n if i told sm1 abt de ppl written above. it wud sound very bad. very bad. so writing's easier. n all de tings above r not sth dat anyone wud show on any day. any kind of day. n i feel sad dat im writing all dese stuff. tokin abt dem. n if i told sm1 hu dose ppl r. it wud turn bad. i guess. really bad. n i feel rlly sad. dat I wud write such tings abt sm ppl. evryone's kinda sad on de inside. so evryone jus SMILES. dats de easiest way out. clarice says wen i dun smile, i look lik im VERY ANGRY or very sad. so i smile. but y shud u smile for no reason ?

ANYWAY back to abt today. heard dat dere was a cat fight during recess. but i didnt c cos i was at de other end of de canteen but i heard it was bad. dey were lik pulling hair n scratching n dey pull hair until lik pull n drag lidat. jus so ...... cant blive anyone wud do stuff lidat.

i finished sm tings frm my '' to do list'' ytd n it feels great to finish sth. n u tink dat u hav had am weights lifted of ur load. but wat i jus finished, i will hav to do for evry other wk mayb for de rest of my sec sch life ? haniza if ur reading, u shud noe wat i finished hahas but nvm i will get used to it n soon it will seem lik a small ting to complete. so oh wells. it wud b FUN. havin fun makes u smile so i lik havin fun. u forget evryting else n concentrate on FUN (: so wen sm1 asks u to hav fun dat person is also telling u to smile ! lol

EVERYBODY RUN ! RUN !! RUN !!! RUN FOR UR LIFE hahas

de whole chunk of words up up dere r supposed to be lidat. to slow dwn wat u r readin n its meant to giv u a hard time. im hoping dat u gave up 1/2 way n stopped readin lols. i hav jus written a load of CRAP luhs ok. im looking forward to a day wen nth has to be done. n dats impossible now rite. exams r nxt wk ! lol JIA YOU evryone

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Tangled Up in ME - Skye Sweetnam

You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
I'm the one that's honking at you cuz I left late again
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!

Hey! Hey!

Get tangled up in me

You wanna know more, more, more about me
Gotta know reverse phsychology
I'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
I'm the girl you never get just quite what you see

Hey! Hey! Hey!

Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!

Hey! Hey!

Get tangled up in me

You think that you know me
You think that I'm only
When everything I do is only to get tangled up in you
You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet

Hey! Hey! Hey!

Could you see I want you by the way
I push you away Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction, Ya!

Hey! Hey!

Get tangled up in me

(song is under ''MUSIC'')
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ytd was tiring . very . n suddenly i hav many(?) tings to do, sm tings r short term but sm r long term .anyway i like doin stuff althou sm mayb stressful but smtimes it jus doesnt matter cos u will grow to like doin dem n it'll bcum part of ur life .

anyhow ytd was tiring yup i said it alr haha n i'll soon hav to start learning new tings n lots n lots of revision to do . i hav alr put off 3 days of revision WHICH IS ALOT OF REVISION cos i was tired n lots of hw to do i guess my time management is not so gd. wait no my time management is gd cos i hav planned out evryting nicely its jus i dun prioratise my tings well . oh well tmr i'll hav to squeeze all my revision so i'll b back on track n its 1 ! ONE more wk left so little time !! n sats i'll b busy so its jus not gd for revision unless i go church n do but its lik iya... jus hav to squeeze tmr . n i shall not waste my time staying back in sch unless rlly rlly necessary . n not use com so much... i shall jus stick to 1 hr a day which is so liddle mayb i will end up bending my rules lik i always do haiyas ): ohwell we live so we can learn frm our mistakes.

dis is a crucial yr for many but it doesnt seem to bother dem much n dey r still slacking i hope dey will WAKE UP soon ! n not ending up hurting demselves jus cos dey were still sleeping. its happening to many especially in my class i tink n 2 of my family ppl hu is taking his Os n another PSLE n for me its streaming so we can jus wish each other gd luck n de rest is all up to ourselves now even if ur parents nag alot how far is it gonna push u ? u hav to run by urself now. its now or never.

n sm ppl among de sec 3s r working very hard. i can c. dey r trying to keep tings together cos others tend to digress . or mayb its oni 1 person hu is trying very hard to do dat n i pity her. cos she has so much to do alr !! n she has 2 ccas n is a councilor n in de student hub committee which will soon hav to do ALOT of tings n now shes sick so i hope de rest will hlp her (: n hope dat she will get well soon (:

n another person also has to do many many tings since she has jus taken up a new challenge hope she will pul thru (:

as for me i hope i will not fall dwn cos now im getting ready to run n de run will hav alot of obstacles i jus hope dat de obstacles will not slow me dwn n i'll still keep goin n even if i fall dwn or fall back bhind de others i will stand up n continue running. LIFE IS A NEVER ENDING ROAD DAT U HAV TO KEEP GOING . its like a triatholon, u cant stop !

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today alot of tings happened n i tink i cant rlly rmb so lets start frm ytd.

-wed-
cant rmb wad happened during lessons all i can rmb is dat we had council mtg at lecture theatre n it was hot n we sat on de ORANGE chairs lols

-today-
lessons as usual. i luv d & t practical !! n i tot i chiseled de ting totally wrong n dat i had to do extra but it turns out evry1 had to do it sooner or later lol dan chinese was sucky. i was blank. jus sat dere cos relief cher kept saying keep quiet n joanna was slping so yeah. maths got alot of hw due tmr haiz ): dan stayed back for nth oya recess wen we went toilet heard upper sec girls saying D today wear very ugly n dat she slimmed dwn LOL i was lik trying not to laugh HAHAHAHAHA dan lunch dat tym got ppl fight. it was ashly vs dat china guy i tink in de previous post. n it happened bside me lor n at 1st i was oblivious cos it was quiet n i was tokin to joy dan i jus looked in amusement ? i shud hav done sth lol but my 1st time c mah HAHA anyway de upper sec guys split dem apart n stuff dan cher came n i saw daryl he was lik jus stand dere oni lol i tink he was trying to do sth ? anyway i tink de other ppl arnd oso didnt noe until lik alot of ppl went dere... i had front row view HAH ok n in de end i heard de china speak a full sentence of englisj lor ! go read previous post if dun understand haha ok gotta go

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