mememe

2009-06-10T22:50:00.001+08:00

FYI

moved to

www.plinkplonkkerplop.tumblr.com

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2009-03-19T21:36:00.001+08:00

sweet sixteen (:

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and i'll be @
plinkplonkkerplop.tumblr.com
until i get bored

2009-03-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

so cool so cool
i also want to try
hahaha

anw ytd i was listening to this
and today i heard it on the radio
omgosh thats so weird D:

i shall try to finish all hw tmr
this sounds so sad...

what if there was no money in the world ?

hahahahahaha
my results suck
hahahahahaha

quickly come !!!!!!!!
fasterfasterfaster

ey, i went to blogthings ytd
and i kept doing random quizes hahaha
they have this button " do a random quiz "
or sth like that...i like stuff like that

random

Just when you think you're in control,
just when you think you've got a hold,
just when you get on a roll,
here it goes, here it goes, here it goes again.
Oh, here it goes again.

-end-
the end is coming yeah

2009-03-11T20:59:00.003+08:00

im so not supposed to be here D:
i was just supposed to do some school stuff
but there was no self control
yesyes whatever

theres physics SPA tmr
thats y im not supposed to be here
O levels, shmOh levels
so what !
im starting to
falter
scruple
hem
&
haw
about all this

why do i need to do well for O levels ?
i cant find an ans
i dont even know where im going
pshhhhhh
let god handle it all
i'll be happy (:

i think im suffering from
chronic demoralisation
and im starting to go c r a z y

anw, its the white tie affair again !

cross my heart and hope to die,
i'll make it through this common lie

-end-
i know

2009-03-07T17:18:00.002+08:00

current desktop background
its singapore !
took it last year,
you wouldn't believe it was s'pore if it wasnt for the sign
oh n it isnt the original picture, did some thing to it lol

i've never ever sat in a trishaw before ):
i think the trishaw rider and the lady saw me taking the pic hahaha
and the guy in the background is stepping on air !

anw just compare perth n singapore
we dont have no large grass fields where u can picnic in with wonderful weather

ohhhhhkayzzzzzzz
my results are so undeserved
then again, maybe deserving
but i slogged my butt off ok !
but maybe not like some other ppl that reallyreally burn their asses
i could have done more, duh

so dumb....
in sec 1 n 2 it was so much easier to get nice numbers and letters
even if u didnt really study (?)
and now its like D:
my 2 used-to-be worst subjects ( both maths)
which i scored C or D or E last year,
i scored A for emath and like 67.5% for amaths n i got E8 last year
HAH
and all my other better subjects last year,
i didnt expect to get what i got

i bamboozled myself into thinking..

nevertheless i've heard stories
but i've also heard other types of stories

blahdiddyblahblahblahblahblahblah

i wonder what its like to be in a band
in a band
not
in band.
in a band (:

cute! (lol at the end hahaha)

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since its rented,
i should push it to the limits right ?

2009-02-26T22:30:00.002+08:00

our first common tests as sec 4s are over
but we still have mid year and prelims and o levels
and sounds so....
yuck

anywhatever,
today after the papers
was nonsensensically retarded
HAHA
like sometimes the guys really rubbish la...
shawndy + jonathan = shredded CT timetable
-..-
and somehow,
i went around calling ppl on their calculator handphones with my calculator handphone
haha
and somehow,
the ppl are retarded enough to answer the phone hahaha

oya ! and i made alot of deals with other grps abt the cip thing LOL
good job me, good job !

i think we really study until siao
imagine before the o levels
HAHAHA
we will be sitting in a white-padded square room
and doing the paper with a super blunt pencil
so maybe we wont stab ourselves to death

And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know.
But I won't let this get me I will fight.
You live the life you're given with the storms outside
somedays all I do is watch the sky,

Somedays all I do is watch the sky.

I think I, I could use a little break, today was a good day.
I think I, I could use a little break, today was a good day.

It's a deep sea on which I'm floating.

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like real we can have a little break
theres still like lit and chem on mon D:

2009-02-20T23:00:00.003+08:00

everyone's sleep deprived

i just wanna skydive and sleep
but maybe i cant sleep cause of the adrenaline
but it'll wear off,
wear off.
and im tired enough to sleep in the sky,
sleep in the sky alright

anw today was hectic
it all happened so fast
i wouldnt know what i'll be doing
if i wern't working my ass off

bio paper was doable (:
cept for the urea/amino acid question..
everyone got diff ans !

everything is so fast..
like do this and then this
then this
this this and this
and its friday !

im just waiting for my break...
so many ppl dropped subs
im not,
im wondering whether its the biggest mistake
or the biggest miracle
its too late anyway
too late anyway

the ugly hair lead is good ! dontyouthink?

-end-
oh how i need a distinction magnet

2009-02-13T22:45:00.001+08:00

politics politics politics
everywhere everywhere everywhere
abhorrent abhorrent abhorrent

i feel that we were sec 3 just a few days ago
the camp
the whatever
no more
no more
no more

anw im just so tired
and im sick and tired of being sick and tired
(its frm a song ! lol )
im really sick and tired la...
i dont know how long i can keep this up
x..x

i just dont know how ppl can survive without religion,
faith,
a relationship with god rather.
i have come to a point where i will die without god
its the only thing keeping me sane
..and music too
i think i will go crazy and cry everyday without those 2 things
so i wonder how ppl dont have a belief...
its so sad,
you will be like so empty

i miss being in a sch that has any relation to god
as long as theres a hint of god smwhere,
it gives u a special feeling
theres none of that in this sch
it sucks
thank god for a population of christians in my class
but sm how it doesnt fit the bill

okay i have a date with my books
and a date with god
happy COMMERCIALISED valentines day

sway your head - we shot the moon

you've got to pull yourself together
love the lyrics

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through faith

2009-02-07T23:31:00.002+08:00

chem SPA on tues
exciting ey ?

heatwaves + heavy rains
at the same time in aussie
the weather is wacky
and i guess the cool winds frm down under
came to s'pore, its kinda cool round here

oh climate change,
oh climate change

anw, im starting to like all this drama
this year's finally getting intoxicating

growing old - parade the day

Sirach 30 :21-25

Cheerfulness and Sadness
21 Don't deliberately torture yourself by giving in to depression.
22 Happiness makes for a long life and makes it worth living. 23 Enjoy yourself and be happy; don't worry all the time. Worry never did anybody any good, and it has destroyed many people. 24 It will make you old before your time. Jealousy and anger will shorten your life. 25 A cheerful person with a good attitude will have a good appetite and enjoy his food.

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worry never did anybody any good;
never did anybody any good alright

2009-02-01T15:34:00.002+08:00

groundhog day everyday ):

everyone's not as fun anymoreeeeeeee
thats so sad
really

i think the funnest thing i've done
was running to the canteen for lunch that day with " the chinese clique "
haha so pathetic
and retardedly fun
no idea why (:

and anw time is moving way too fast
its february alr
chem SPA is coming
and its abt the mole,
the mole sucks

i dont like now,
i wanna go back to pri 2
but theres definitely ONE thing i like abt now (:

take it home - the white tie affair

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send some help from above

2009-01-26T19:40:00.004+08:00

done visiting for the day (:
i find it quite boring actually lol
oops =x
but its a nice scene, with everyone and that type of thing

anw i changed the picture ontop !
(:
i took it
HAHAHA
it was in perth, ppl really do have picnic like that
and its reallyreallyreally nice with the weather
and so sad la the camera so lousy

america's suitehearts - fall out boy

their songs are just too catchy,
even tho you dont know what he's singing

anw
its a second new year,
a second chance to start with the right foot
i shall use my eraser !

-end-
erase away~

2009-01-23T20:59:00.003+08:00

i have no time to use this machine anymore
):
well actually i just waste tonnes of precious time on this thingamajig
so its kinda good ? not using..
and not going online wont kill me
theres still the phone anywayzzzzz

it will be like pri sch !
oh how i miss it ):
i rmb some friends would just call the house phone
and like i would sit on the steps/lie down and talktalktalk
(not like there wasnt msn but the internet needed pw!)
arghhhh
life was much simpler
and we could just continue playing hopscotch and colour catching
till we reach 99
and not forgetting mushroom & pepsi cola
and when the bell rang,
"i pause and continue tmr !"
but no one really remembered who was the catcher ytd
and i have come up with this conclusion:
Girls grow prettier in an all Girls school

i find that its so true

this yr i've got no mood for new-year-ing
cos like we all must study
not like must but need
iya just need to study la

yesyesyesyesyesyesyes
okokokokokokokokokok
i like kind ppl (:
like the other day on the bus i was getting out of the inner seat
and i lost balance so like the lady dat was sitting beside me held on to me
HAHAHAH soooooo kind
so i said thanks but i dropped my bio tb
lol like so reckless
anw i like kind ppl (:

and this morn i was on the bus
and suddenly this sec 1 guy suddenly smiled at me
but like i was stoning n didnt do anyt
so he looked back agn and smiled agn
in my mind, "errr ok.....just smile back"
HAHA
maybe he knew me frm the orientation...
like some other random guys dat shout "michelle ! michelle ! hi !"
when i was going to the toilet
soooooo scary !
& like how some of you(sec 1s) can find this site
but...
HELLO! (:

maybe nxt week someone will say
" hello,i know whr you live :D"
that would totally send my jaw crashing underground
& maybe i will run away

i like kind people
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eraser: a piece of stationery used to remove mistakes made when you write.
thank you, jesu-kristo

2009-01-20T23:46:00.002+08:00

i need a 24/7 nagger !
cause im hopelessly hopeless
with high hopes (:

and theres a song "high hopes in velvet ropes"
all this sounds so rhymey-ish haha

i am so not enjoying this year
i disappoint myself by not doing hw again ):
i also need a 24/7 person that knows EVERYTHING
so i can do my homework and other whatchamacallits

okay thats alot of "i"s
i am going to do some volunteer work
when i grow up
or when the opportunity pops up right in my face

i am going to help save the world !

maybe i can study and get a
PhD in World Saving

-end-
sometimes i think i really sound retarded
maybe something's wrong with me D;
ey! what happened lastlastlast time ?

2009-01-16T21:49:00.002+08:00

long term study
O:
i think everyone has changed their mindset (:
thats goodgood
its just nice to know everyone is trying
it feels so good, so good, soooooo goooooooood

but how long will it last ?

i think that;
any results you get,
you should really reflect and think whether you deserve that grade
be it a dictinction or fail
if you dont deserve it, you should cry
unless its really good then tears of astonishment
if you think you didnt really put in much effort but got such a wonderful grade,
you have underestimated yourself. have confidence man !

do you know why the so called top schools
ALWAYS do kinda well and stuff...
i have finally figured out the answer !
they have confidence D:
cos u will be like thinking:
"im the best ! i will surely do well "
and like they will...
its psychology !

iya i may be wrong or whatever
but my perspective (:

anw i feel dumb typing all this
it sounds so chim/philosophical
blah

" sigh... " (LOL)
im so trite trite trite !
staying back so late in school
why are there so many things to do
we stay in school longer than a 9 - 5 job
iya what to do...
" sigh " (again)

anyway
The Secret Life of the American Teenager
season 2 is out
nxt mon 3rd ep !
but thats in US
so like after time diff its like tues ):

in times like this,
this song just does wonders

iya shit la
supp to study, do hw, whatever shit
but wasted time here...

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" Follow the signs "
oh my god
its a damned giant sign for you, you blind freak
plus all those other " selfless leader " words
go do something !
oh claire, you're oblivious.
get off you're butt damnit

2009-01-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

there is a war on the other side of the world;
and here we are studying, getting results, living under a roof AND with aircon
the world doesnt stop alright

we're worrying about our studies when
ppl over there are worrying abt when they will get shot. dead.

watching the news was just so...
depressing
for me la....
(i was waiting for the little nyonya thingy and it turned out so dumb D:)

anw if u didnt watch the news/ you're living under a rock,
an MP got set on fire by some guy just cas he wasnt chosen or sth to get the free angbaos they were giving out at the cc -..-
and theres war going on between isreal and gaza
and thailand is electing another pm
and some other stuff

anw i know its gonna be a great day tmr
hope the O level ppl get the results they deserve tmr !

ok theres a funny story abt me and my ear sticks HAHA
next time then say

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2009-01-09T22:54:00.002+08:00

havnt been here for so long !

& sec 1 orientation is so OVER !!
woderful
it went well i guess...cept for some things here and there
g-double-oh-dee, j-oh-bee
good job
good job
me (:
and the others of course altho i had to keep shouting

its not easy conducting orientation for the whole cohort alright (ok some of the sec 1s are cute la)
THANK YOU lord !

& cca carnival is so over TOO !!
tiring
tiring
tiring
good that the sec 1s can still rmb me hah

okayyyyyyyy theres still more things coming my way
like how we did the orientation so well that we have to do another thing for class leaders
like wth class leaders -..- all the monitors n what.. recycling reps ?! they wont care man
now we know ar, nxt time dont do stuff so well if not the teachers ask u do more things
and its in january
stupid

i dont need study ar
i dont need go lessons ar
i not taking Os this year ar
i dont have other committments ar
i so free ar
im a robot ar
i work as a camp coordinator ar

the worst thing is that theres so many tests next week ):
and Os results on mon
we are gonna "observe"
n choose who we wanna be lol

okay my battery is low....
and i dunno how long i'll take to charge ):
hahaha the idea is from a sec 1 kiddo, donovan
cute !

yea okay those ppl arnd me will know that i've been a little crazehhhhhhh
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH
i think im too stressed
and then i will laugh till i cry
like in maths today LOL
mrs li's actions are SO funny !

julia - limbeck

This whole season's been a working weekend
That's it so far
yeah, julia is so smart
she used to be a goth kid

-end-
3% battery remaining

2009-01-03T14:54:00.003+08:00

the school totally took advantage of the first day of school
like so evil D: made everyone listen to presentation after presentation
lucky we could skip most of it (:

and im glad i overestimated ytd
HAHAHAHA
ytd was kinda easy peasy
i freaked myself out & couldnt sleep properly
all for nothing !
hah i feel dumb not listening to You, but i tried okayyyy
THANK YOUYOUYOU !

so like ytd everything was on auto mode lol
like i was watching a movie and everything just fell into place
god's magic i tell ya
thank yous again ((:
& i had a super duper nice sleep last night

now i just hope the orientation will go well
of course it will be okay !
i think i give all the briefings everyone all sian alr lol
but they all nvr respond wan how i know whether understand or not....
so irritatingggggg

okay mon and tues quick come !
then it will be over
wait, then there will be cca fair
then it will be really over
oh wait then there will be some other stuff
and it will never be over

too much too much
but i dont know what i'll do without having to do all this
hah

okay i was so guilty not doing the holiday hw
i started studying for bio test on mon
lol of course must study on mon leh !
but ytd night i couldnt take it after 20+mins haha
yea so i really have to do hw and stuff this year...
i still havnt fin the holiday hw btw heh

and this is from after the virus scanning thingy when it finished:
"Your computer has been exposed to threats and may require servicing.
Because you are a loyal Norton Customer, we're here to help."
omgosh so lame la
HAHA

so late, so sorry - hello hollywood

You're a sucker for a sweet talker
Someone who'll cross the line
Every time, no matter what
Just to show you, you were right

next time anyone calls us to do last min sai gang
i'll just say
so late, so sorry

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2009-01-01T22:48:00.002+08:00

dear god,
i pray that i will survive tmr, not crumble like apple crumble, get pressed but not crushed, give free hugs cos i really feel like giving them and not fall sick until after the orientation !
and amidst all the chaotism;
i hope to see what the gift of the day is (:
amen

i plan to sleep at 11
looks like i'll have to scrap that
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2008-12-31T19:07:00.002+08:00

its the last day of the year
like this year has been
good and bad bad bad

heres what i can recallrecallrecall

new class;
we were guai at first but it turns out that we all copied hw from 1 person (haha yea ok exaggerating)
failed emaths
failed chinese
failed amaths
exco..
shit work
failed amaths
birthday;
i forgot what i did on that day :Omgosh but i rmb i had a bday lol
OBS OBS OBS !!!;
UN-FORGET-TABLE and i should go read my reflections....one day
sec 3 camp;
crazyness, made the class perform my lame impromptu song-dance dumb actions thingy HAHA and our sunken dragonboat even before all were onboard
nice sun tan all peeling off
36 upon sth for chem
speech day
national day parade-school;
flag bearer woohoo
failed amaths
confirmation camp;
like no other
AYD;
spiritful
recollection/reconciliation;
superb
CONFIRMATION ! (;
this is just the begining, yours faithfully
teachers' day planning
guides farewell;
ACL O:
guides eoy camp;
thanks to our successful planning + impromptu spasms of funny
perth perth perth, australia australis australia;
i still miss the weather
christmas light up (:
christmas ((:
shit work overload
sec 1 orientation planning thruout hols...;
killing me silently x..x 5,6 jan quickly come and gogogo
me not doing homework...and still not complete

okay it looks like such a long list
ooooooooohhhhshit
i forgot this..
mission project with the kids !
oh those little thingys, so cute (:

yea ok and next year, starting tmr
is gonna be jam packed
and im prolly gonna die halfway
and i dont want the Os to come any closer
i just hope theres world peace; to love and be loved
then maybe there wont be anymore Os

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2008-12-30T22:16:00.002+08:00

i still havnt touched most of the homework O:
tmr tmr tmr
procrastination D:

you know,
all this stuff that we do
i dont know why we do it
and so well in fact
its all so forced and shitty and so sai gang-ish and sucky..
we had no right, we had no say
and we will be free after july
yay
now i know why...

anw anw anw
i have decided
to be optimistic and all
hahahahahaha
so cliche and what shit right
but being optimistic is gooooooood
yeayea
everything is so overrated

camera shy - school boy humor

There is no hope for you and me
Cause this long drive might be [the last time I take the wheel]
You're not sure how you feel

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psalm 18 (:

2008-12-29T23:17:00.003+08:00

arghhhhh i hate life in this place
so damned stressing
and the holidays havnt even ended
what is thisssss

and i think all this stress is making all of us
turn into cornier corns
ohhhh and i was reading the lit book (yeah i AM reading it)
heartland; the title
and O: theres so much difficult vocabulary in that thingamajig
and theres also the F word
shocking O:
and yea im still guai i cant even type out the F word
(:

ok i just realised...wait not just
actually a few days ago..
ya ok...i realised the song in the below post right
the backup is like singing
" whore whore whore "
" whore no more "
HAHAHAHA
the song is hilarious i tell you, even her actions are purposely-ly funny
and whore rhymes with more
hence, whore no more
LOL

ok heres a cute song
summer drive song - backseat goodbye

The people here don't ever like to sing in their cars
They just turn their radios up to drown out their thoughts

singing in your car is good okay
i would do it if i had a car (:

hahaha i think i sound crazy
what the crazy !
-end-

2008-12-28T18:03:00.002+08:00

school is starting this friday !
can you believe it
no
no
no

well this holiday (?) has been
i dunno...
so fast
i cant remember what i did

ohhh i went to perth
and i still miss the weather there...
its sooooo hot here
argh cant stand it
and air con is so fake fake fake

yea ok
-end-

2008-12-27T16:53:00.002+08:00

watched twilight & yes man
twilight is nice but slowwwwwwwww
and yes man is hilarious
can laugh in silence until you cry haha

okayyyyyyy
and school is starting
i really really really really really really (can u imagine me saying this? )
dont want to go back to schoolooloooloolooooolllllllllooooooooooollllllllolol
its like alot of Lols HAHAHAHA
but its actually
school-ool-ool-ooooool-oooooollllllll-oooolll-ol-ol
haha ok
i ate alot of chocs and sweets and now im having sugar rush
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ok so y'all mustmustmust watch yes man
and laugh till you drop
and shop till you drop also
theres 'SALE' (they all put in caps i dunno why) everywhere !
up till 70% ! or maybe 90% !
haha so must shop till you drop

sweet ballad - Munchausen by proxy (ft. zooey deschanel & von iva)

its soooooooo funny and this is a real band HAHA
i like the "happened once, maybe 2 times 3 times 4 times 5 times 6 times"
HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAH
and the " you can call me at 1059 but dont call me at 11 "
LOL
and just watch the show la
super funny

-end-
school's starting;
the HORROR !!

2008-12-26T00:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
in large bold fonts haha

and merry christmas
school's starting soon
time to hit the books and do homework
or not

so today was normal
did the normal christmas stuff
two dogs came to visit today
and the cross labrador was huge and strong
and she was oh so cute
and sparky was funny lol

ok movie marathon of 2 movies tmr
g'day mates

-end-

2008-12-24T00:47:00.002+08:00

O:
today (1247am) is christmas eve !
this year christmas is super fast
and busy
and for the past few days i've been sleeping at arnd this time

anyway
sunday was christmas light up
yay sec 3 confirmants (:
we are kinda involved
i guess god is happy haha

monday
had bbq
all bbqs are almost the same
what can i say ?
and u all are supp to open presents on 25th la !
i havnt open (:

tuesday
shoppedshoppedshopped
tiredtiredtired
and i forgot had to go to church
so last min rushed down there..lucky i live so near hah
so was like hlping out for the filipino mass and its so cool
and i learnt this name, jesu kristo, guess what it is lol

ultraviolet - stiff dylans

from the movie Angus, thongs and perdect snogging
and i watched 3/4 of it on the plane to perth!
i thought it was those not-aired-in-s'pore-movies then when came back,
saw the trailer hahaha
anw its on youtube alr =x
its nice (:
those cliche type of chick flicks

merry christmas eve !
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2008-12-21T18:11:00.002+08:00

christmas light up up up up up up (:
later at 730
everyone worked hard
its gonna be..
pretty
haha

ok so i found this this this this this this
school boy humor - realize (cover)

not bad eh?
i prefer this to the original
rock on sbh!
and listen to camera shy too (:

ok christmas in 4 days !
we are the reason
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2008-12-21T00:09:00.003+08:00

hohoho

melodramatic events,
shitness
and things that get you Angry
Frustrated
Embittered
High from sugar

happening from wed - fri
too much to do
too much to say

Luke 12 : 29 - 31
(its 1249 and tmr's a long day:)

-end-
knowing god is like how you would feel
if you were the bff of a hollywood star.
its that great

2008-12-17T00:26:00.002+08:00

just put up the christmas tree
at night
started at 10++

and the youngest asked
" mummy, why are we doing this in the night ? "
reply: "its because.. we are vampires"
HAHAH ok no la

the mother didnt say anyt
but why did we have to do it at night -..-
cos its late, at night

anw this yr we did it so late...1 week b4 dan do the tree
and i miss those times we did the tree when we were younger...
so much more fun
and everyone was doing it
not like half watching tv n half doing n half not doing anyt
now i know why the tree is a must for christmas
i really understand (:

it brings the family tgt n stuff
n it doesnt matter if its ugly or what
cos the mudder will do the mudder thing haha
but its really nice to see a family doing the tree tgt...
and the light up skit helped me see that (:

Its a wonderful feeling
Feel the love in the room
From the floor to the ceiling
Its that time of year
Christmas time is here
And with the blessings from above
God sends you his love
And everythings ok
Merry christmas happy holidays
Merry christmas happy holidays

Merry christmas
Merry christmas and happy holiday
No matter what your holiday
Its a time to celebrate
Put your worries aside
And open up your mind
See the world right by your side
Its christmas time !

oh christmas tree, oh christmas tree
god's magic (:
-end-

2008-12-15T00:23:00.003+08:00

this year has been,
i dunno...
kinda wasted ?

i feel i could have accomplished more things
or at least put in more effort in doing stuff
~~for school for church for council for guides for me for god for everything~~

today was going thru all the year's worksheets, txtbooks n stuff
and what i saw was so..
disappointing i guess

most of the worksheets were either blank
or half done. so sad ):
and i think i only did half of this year's homework.. of all the subjects
and i think one quarter is copied
and another quarter is done last min in class
wth i cant believe it..

and to think i managed to survive
ok i nearly died...
and i was really flabbergasted to see my class position as
25
i was expecting something worse
and i rmb thinking that at least almost half the class was also dieing
and my conscience said that that was the wrong thinking
i agree

maybe i shouldnt have gotten into this class
so demoralising
demoralising
demoralising
demoralising
anw its too late
late late late
too bad
too bad
too bad

now i just
~~hope~~
~~want~~
need
to survive next year
and get good grades for Os

the future seems so bleak
and i already screwed this holiday

but but but
christmas is nxt nxt week

Nsync - Merry Christmas Happy Holiday.mp3 - Nsync

all time favourite (:
and hey its not too late
there's still next year
hokay its 1243 am
i have to go to school
i have to sleep

merry christmas happy holidays
-end-

2008-12-13T17:22:00.002+08:00

i so want perth's weather now
now now now now now now now
now now now now now now now
now now now now now now now
nowwwwwwwww
owwwwwwwww
oooooowwwwwwww
owwww
ow

ok anw there was one ad in australia on tv
and it went something like;
" if you buy a panasonic viera something something
plasma tv, you will get a large box for the kids (the kids playing and sitting in the box)
and a Nintendo Wii (both parents playing Wii) for a limited time only.
until the kids find out (kids looking out of box) "

HAHAHAHA sooooo funny
the italics are the most funny parts
maybe u'll have to watch it to laugh but its so funny
HAHA
anw when u were a kid
didnt u always wanna play in boxes ?
yeaaaaaaa

ok i still havnt done any hw
-end-

2008-12-11T12:23:00.002+08:00

perth, western australia
super duper cool and cool (:

ok i miss perth alr...
and the ppl there all so friendly not like ..ahem
haha u can just say hi to anyone
so fun eh

and the natural aircon is soooooo nice
its summer and the temp is abt 13 degrees !
cold wind and hot sun~
and rain is like freezing water dropping down
the scenery is nice
and not so many high rise buildings
and the neighbourhoods so peaceful
haha ok

oya and everyone's wearing boots or those hercules sandal things
lucky not the whole world is wearing skinnies hah
and there are alotttt of koreans n japs there n singaporeans -..-
but its so dry and the food is ex

anywayyyy
i havnt do any hw ! die
and xmas is in 2 weeks !

-end-

2008-12-05T17:27:00.001+08:00

gone perth-ing !
goodbye singapore

-end-

2008-12-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

home sweet home
reached home and i fell

i fell asleep
hahas

ok im shagged out
and perth is tmr night !
yay
"its summer time " over there

alrightys
the camp went well
with alot of impromptu stuff
(:

oh man
next yrs coming...
slower please !

The Only Thing - Addison Road

-end-

2008-11-30T18:38:00.002+08:00

the dog opp the church ytd
made my day !
haha hyeas (:

camp till thurs !
and perth on sat !
cheers to perthhhhhhhhh
(:

ho-s
im so tired
of planning stuff
and doing stuff
its not the same anymore ):
one more year !
c'mon, just one more year
one more busy year..

urghhh i hate packing
i want magic D: !

chelsea - the summer set
Chelsea.mp3 - The Summer Set

-end-

2008-11-27T00:28:00.002+08:00

havnt had the time to do this...

anw came back frm malacca
all high on the bus n stuff
n i think we managed to get some stuff done
more info go to michelle's blog

okay today 1st day of the ice skating thingy
it was quite fun
but leg pain ):
anw its nice being on ice ( HAHA it rhymes)

and just came back from the sec4/5s prom
went there to do "research" lol
nxt year our turn !
everyone was super pretty (for the guys) and gorgeous (for ladies)
reallyyyyyyyy
all wear until nicenice
hlped ppl take alot of photos n stuff
it got boring cos we were like extra n everyone was looking at us lol
so went home
and now im gonna sleep

-end-

2008-11-20T21:51:00.002+08:00

off to malacca tmr morningmorning D:
im so gonna sleep in the bus (:

and i really miss the kids at galilee centre ):
maybe one day i should go volunteer to do stuff there agn
one day...
i think one day will take a long time to come...
arghhh
kids oh kids
just so innocent & cute
i miss duke-yyyyy
the cutest little thingy

ok today was farewell
it went ok i guess...
it just makes u feel old again

anywayz
i have got to go pack !
10:01 alr manzzz
ok
goodbye singapore

-end-

2008-11-19T22:16:00.003+08:00

i wonder if anyone really read the whole quiz thingy HAHA

anw im going to malacca with council on fri !
back on monday
and i wont be able to go church
damnnnnn
it would be cool to go to a malaccan (?) church hah

andandanddddd
click here !
& here !
to see jerome + samuel ( performing on confirmation)
i found on youtube O:
jerome is really really better sounding in real life
i got blow away for abit that day haha

hokayyyyyyyyyyy
how will i know - hit the lights

-end-

2008-11-17T15:58:00.004+08:00

-was sposed to post ytd, but didnt and lucky got the saving thingy so the date is ytd (mon)-

ok the 2 quizes
januavi's one first... its 100 questions OMGosh x..x

01.What have you been doing recently?
breathing

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
it turns off by itself

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
woke up

04. When did you last cry?
who remembers stuff like this

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
everything happens for a reason

06. What do you want in your life right now?
me finishing all that im sposed to do

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
what if im indoors ?

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
nth favourite but i need my tissue box

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
green mcs pe shorts yay yay

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
lazy to go get my phone

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
how would i know

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no

13. What was the last movie you caught?
cant remember

14. What are you proud of?
knowing god (:

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
my phone is still not with me

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
i dont know but it must have been a nice song

17.Do you have any nicknames?
yea

18.What does your last received text message say?
i still didnt go get my phone

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
12+

20. Are you currently happy?
theres no reason to be sad

21. Who gives you best advice?
god LOL

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
no its expensive

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
cant remember

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
all the bugs are hiding in the drains

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
i dont keep a record

26. Do you wear toe socks?
sometimes

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
my phone is still downstairs

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
im still alive

29. What annoys you most in a person?
depends

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
why ?

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
never

32. What is the colour of your room?
1 out of 4 white walls purple

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
thou shall not kill

34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?"
what cheap? its free

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
mememe

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
we had hugging session in church how to rmb

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
what is this question doing here

38. Do you have a life?
duh

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
no

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
what profile song

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
how to rmb ?

42. Last time you smiled?
today

43. Have you changed this year?
who doesnt change clothes HAHA ( i know, lame)

44. What are you listening right now?
think of you later - every avenue

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
yea..halfway through

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
sometimes closed hah

47. Is there a quote you live by?
love your neighbour as you love yourself

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
i dont know

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yea

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
hmm today is monday -..- nothing bad yet

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
shouldnt it be ' what were you doing ' ?

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
what?

53. What song best describe your love life?
this question is dumb

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
dunno

55. Who always make you laugh?
myself

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
of course

57. favourite website(s)?
this is quite dumb

58. What's your middle name?
CLAIRE ! (:

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
waking up

60. What do you think you are like?
you tell me

61. Who will you choose to die with?
dying is not scary

62. Where have you been today?
school x..x

63. What game do you play often?
i dont play games often

64.Who are you missing right now?
school ppl

65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
friends

66.What are you doing right now?
doing this quiz

67. Which primary school are you from?
mcs

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
green orange green

69. What emotion you like to show?
(:

70. What is your life to you?
a miracle

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
pray ?

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
jonathan (church)

73. Who do you admire most?
tv characters

74. Which month are you born in?
marchyyyyyyy

75. How are you feeling right now?
irritated at this long quiz D:<

76. What is the time now? 1
759

77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
a normal person

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
never dyed my hair

79. Why are you doing this test?
i was tagged

80. What do you do when you're moody?
nothing

81. At which age you wish to get married?
dunno

82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
huh ?

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
go skydiving

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
myself

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
its science..

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
it would be nice

87. What is your goal for this year?
the year is ending -..-

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
what

89. What feeling do you love most?
fulfilment

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
yes

91.What feeling do you hate the most?
Hate

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yea

93. Do you believe in God?
since i was born ((:

94. Who cares for you most?
god HAHA

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
food

96. What will you bring when you fight?
and why will i fight

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
i dunno

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
sad?

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
he's dead

100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
sleepy

ok here's the 2nd quiz frm kj

1. What is your CCA ?
guides

2. Would you fall in love with a guy younger than you ?
not more than 1 year younger

3. Do you enjoy going to school ?
sometimes

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
we'll see when the day comes

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
im no lesby

6. Which is more blessed ?Loving someone or being loved ?
both

7. List out your favourite songs
siao ar -..- but anyt rock/pop/powerpop/electronica/indie/acoustic

8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?
secretly attached ? woooo exciting.. but if its secretly then how would i know in the first place

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yes

10. What makes you angry?
i try not to, bad for health

11. how would you see yourself in 10 years time ?
older and maybe taller

12. Who is currently most important people to you ?
the whole world

13. What is the most important thing in your life ?
this question looks familiar

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor ?
the 2nd option

15. What is your favourite color ?
green + orange = gorange ? (it said colour !)

16. Would you give all in a relationship ?
where can i buy the thing you call All

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick ?
then it wouldnt be love

18. Would you forgive & forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done ?
of course

19. What do you want to tell the person you love ?
what ever comes to my mind

20.What type of person will you fall in love with ?
someone talkable

okayyyyyyyyyyyy
finally
well, i shall not make this post any longer

-end-

2008-11-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

ok its one day after confirmation
everything felt so surreal yesterday ):
it was so fast;
too fast

everyone in white, oh so nice
and everyone looking at each other
and thinking

i was nervous for i dont know what
and everything was just super fast
i expected something special
but i guess something else happened
in a special kind of way
just not so
big ?

and there was that few seconds (:

ok and today is one day after confirmation
everything is so
normal..
i guess the world stays the same
and only you change
thats the sad thing..
but they say,
change begins with me (: (i think)

anw when jerome sang ytd
it was O:
he could really sing
he was reaaaaaaaaaaally good

ok and everyone was happy and stuff
im not happy or sad abt confirmation
i just know i have to wait (:

sometimes i wish,
i was back in a christian/catholic school
it would be so much easier
so much easier...
but oh well
i ended up here
1 more year to go
at least i will leave something behind (:

please shine - we shot the moon

theres something abt this song...
just so soothing (?)

anywho,
i have 2 quizes to do and i will do them tmr (:

-end-
when i grow up,
i want to do something i want to

2008-11-12T23:14:00.002+08:00

okay was gonna post this ytd but
the internet was being bad

wednesday
i just saw elisa's pm
and it wrote
3 days to confirmation

arhhhhhh *running + waving arms in air*
so fasttttttttt
i somehow want confi to come but still,
dont want it to come so fast
oh my god
its so scary :/

anw i bought my white flats !
walked like half of toapayoh central
in abt 45mins just waiting for the mudder
and like so tired la
today alr like walked arouond the whole of singapore cos of heritage trail x..x
and went shopping with her for another 1/1/2 hrs D:
tiredtired
ate pasta mania !
the tp branch should like put blinds at the window or something
because like opposite is a bra shop !
and i was facing it -..-
and the lights were too bright

today
i wasted the morning just watching tv D:
i've got so much to do
argh
but its all the things that are horrible to do ):
this sucks
and when i do something on my to-do list
theres something else i have to do
its never ending argh

anywho,
2e4'07 chalet/bbq tmr !
2e4'07 is almost 1 year ago...
so fast
its gonna be 2009 nxt nxt month !
i am feeling old

-end-

2008-11-10T22:55:00.002+08:00

it rained like lao sai this morning
HAHA
i was half wet
i dont like getting half wet..
its either get all wet/stay 100% dry/get half wet but dry up super fast (like when u carwash lol)
lucky i wore flipflopzszszsz (:

15nov is coming nearer !
joanna's confirmation was ytd, she said it was cool
i bet mine on the 15 will be more than cool
and i will be wearing a dress O:
the first time in 3 yrs O:
it will be nice ofcourse, just bought today !
now all i need are those white shoes

im still high ! (:
well at least on the inside..
and im still waiting for the 15th of novemberrr
its gonna be a happy day

(:
-end-

2008-11-09T23:34:00.002+08:00

new found song !
click here
and when u get there,
listen to Winning or Losing (:
" heyyyyyy everybodyyyyyy~ "

ok so today,
we only managed to do carwash for
1 hour !
rainrainrain
no point washing also hah
so we sold the chocolates
it was fun and stuff

and i think i ate too much chocs alr
i can feel my throat getting sore
maybe in the afternoon it was hot
and chocolate is heaty
and i also ate mango ! which is also heaty
hah yea

i have to go to school tmr
urghhhhh
i dont mind going to school but
tmr is monday ):

today was tiring~
i want to dream a good dream (;
-end-

2008-11-08T23:04:00.002+08:00

today rocked (:
well sort of.. hahs

i will remember today (i think)
anw it just rocked

& i just have to say
i love you,
god <3

everyone is still high
hahs better than drugs !
getting to know god is no mistake
and something happened
that just made me have a giant :D
HAHAHAHA

ackkk
i just have to say it again !
i love god god god (:
the day i fell in love with you;
somewhere in june <3

i sound insaneeeeee
but yay carwash tmr !
im glad i get to do all these fun stuff for the church (:
like who else gets the chance ?
( not counting if its your job, but its still diff cos u cant play haha)

everyone should fall in love with their own gods or something (:
then there will be world peace
cause there will be love
and theres only a teeny weeny bit of that now

HAHAHAHA
i feel so highhhhhhhhhhhh
and crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

ok stop
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

yea ok bye
-end-
;DDDDD

2008-11-07T17:52:00.004+08:00

i wore dresses then

and why did we always say

' when i grow up i want to be '

i love the grass in this picture,

it looks so...

green

air-knee-weigh,

im like going to

Perth, Australia

wonderful-ness !

cause im so sick of singapore

ppl say theres alot to eat in here

but there actually isnt

everywhere is kind of the same if u think abt it

and i bet the scenary in aussie

will be so much nicer

and the camera will be stuck to my palms

if only we had a dslr

a'ight

good day mate !

*in aussie accent*

HAHA im exciteddd

-end-

what awaits after 15nov
im afraid lord

2008-11-06T22:16:00.003+08:00

got this email from charmaine
and normally i wont open chain mail
but somehow i did (:

SPECIAL GROCERY LIST

Louise Redden, a poorly dressed lady with a look of defeat onher face,
walked into a grocery store.. She approached the owner of the store in
a most humble manner and asked if he would let her charge a few groceries.
She softly explained that her husband was very ill and unable to work,
they had seven children and they needed food. John Longhouse,
the grocer, scoffed at her and requested that she leave his store at once.

Visualizing the family needs, she said: 'Please, sir! I will bring youthe money just as
soon as I can.' John told her he could not give her credit, since she did not have a
charge account at his store. Standing beside the counter was a customer who
overheard the conversationbetween the two. The customer walked forward
and told the grocer that hewould stand good for whatever she needed for
her family.

The grocer said in a very reluctant voice, 'Do you have a grocery list?'
Louise replied, 'Yes sir.' 'O.K' he said, 'put your grocery list on the
scales and whatever your grocery list weighs, I will give you that amount
in groceries.' Louise, hesitated a moment with a bowed head, then she
reached into herpurse and took out a piece of paper and scribbled something on it.
She then laid the piece of paper on the scale carefully with her head still bowed.

The eyes of the grocer and the customer showed amazement when the scales
went down and stayed down. The grocer, staring at the scales, turned slowly
to the customer and saidbegrudgingly, 'I can't believe it.' The customer smiled
and the grocer started putting the groceries on theother side of the scales.
The scale did not balance so he continued to put more and more groceries on
them until the scales would hold no more. The grocer stood there in utter disgust.

Finally, he grabbed the pieceof paper from the scales and looked at it with greater amazement.
It was not a grocery list, it was a prayer, which said:

'Dear Lord, you know my needs and I am leaving this in your hands.'

The grocer gave her the groceries that he had gathered and stood in
stunned silence. Louise thanked him and left the store. The other customer
handed a fifty-dollar bill to the grocer and said;
'It was worth every penny of it. Only God Knows how much a prayer weighs.'

okayyyy
everyday is passsing so fast ):
and i feel guilty procrastinating
ah well...

i love the lyrics of this song
courage is - the strange familiar

-end-

2008-11-03T18:44:00.003+08:00

dragged myself to
The Last Day of Extended Curriculum
yay yay
i dont understand why our sch has this
and its like our sch is the only sch i know of that
ends at 330 every normal day
and we still need extended -..-

like we alr end so late and we still need to have extended
cos like maybe we cant fin the syllabus
but how come other schs end at 130 and dun have extended
also can... doesnt make sense

hokay
anyway im so gonna wake up late tmr (:
finally
and i need to go out ! (after i get my sleep)

tear down the stars - the years gone by

-end-

2008-10-31T23:35:00.002+08:00

god am i tired ~

today was ok i think..
and i was late for sch haha
like O:
i woke up at 7:11
and dunno how cum can leave the house at 8
when sch starts at 8

and when i reached the busstop
the bus purposely drove away
and like i was running D:
as if the driver couldnt see
oh well nvm
maybe the driver really couldnt see

i reached sch at like 815 (:
and we were having combined lesson in the lt
lucky when i went it they were like doing their own work n stuff
so nobody really saw me come in
anw i dont think anyone cares
haha but alot of ppl were late too
like ho wei lip who came at 9 i think
and he also came at arnd that time on another day
pro ar

ok ya anw i think today was grrrrrrreat (:
i had a laugh
and it was just super at church :D
15 nov 15 nov 15 nov !

-end-

2008-10-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

" nobody in their right mind will come back during holiday to attend lesson "
the physics teacher said.
i went O:
but later the physics teacher returned to "teacher mode"
and said " but this is for your own good "
teachers will be teachers
"but its for your own good"
HAHA

i need a new hobby ~
what was my hobby anyway ?

and i want cable ):
oya speaking of tv,
i like that kfc chicky club commercial
the one where at first you'd go
'' D; so lame "
but after that you'd go
" haha ! that boy is cute "

yup its That commercial
the " i can poke a stick through a balloon without bursting it " commercial
and the cute boy is the boy that waves his hands in the air cute-ly
rightrightright ?

-end-

2008-10-28T16:01:00.002+08:00

this was the bomb song at AYD ! (:
i mean.. this song was The bomb at AYD !
and its nice when manymanymany ppl sing nicely together
with the girls echo ing and all
you are holy(prince of peace) - michael w. smith
and i also like this song
as it is in heaven - matt maher & ed cash
cant wait for 15 novemberrrrrr !

hokay, school today was super sian
tmr shall be a great day (:

and theres so much to do...
must must must
do do do
now now now
go go go

-end-

2008-10-27T18:43:00.002+08:00

there's school tmr D:
h o r r i b l e
there's also school tmr tmr
and tmr tmr tmr
and tmr tmr tmr tmr
and tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr

ok music is good for the soul

if it wasn't for the distance - nice guys fininsh first

-end-
cant wait for 15 nov !
faster comeeeeeee (:

2008-10-25T12:37:00.003+08:00

what kind of holidays
are holidays
when
you have to keep going back to school?

ans: school holidays

HAHA okok now probably everyone is -..-ing
so listen to some musiccc & enjoy

hope dies last - holiday parade

alright, theres really nothing much to say
-end-

2008-10-23T23:15:00.002+08:00

today is not the day

where it feels like The last day of school
its just so..
i dont know

so fast one school year has passed
this day last year, it wasnt raining (i think)
this day last year, it was kind of dramatic
this day last year, i wasnt so busy
this day last year, was fun
this day last year, we were giving out stuff
this day last year, was one year ago
this day last year
is not today

ok dont make it so dour alr
now can wake up later !
and the primary school kids still have school HAH

seasons - The summer set

if only we had seasons !
there would be more fun (:
& you're wondering why the girl's not singing ?
she on the drums !
how cool~

-end-

2008-10-22T21:04:00.002+08:00

im not excited about getting result slip

everything's been monotonous

okay i dont know what to say already

where is the fun?

-end-

2008-10-21T18:32:00.002+08:00

two more days till last day of school (:

i feel like doing some volunteer work in a childrens' home or something
during the holidays
haha crazy
and how am i supposed to do that ?
so it wont happen lol
unless the opportunity drops down from the sky (:
*hint hint*

i have a feeling,
we really need
some
world peace
around here

i really want to skydive O:
just drop ping down
and after that you pull the parachute thingy
then u jerk up a little bit
and it will be pain but its worth it
then it will be a nice slow ride floating down
and you will be just sitting in the harness
looking at all the tiny dots of buildings

i've got a feeling - Sing it Loud

-end-

2008-10-19T22:54:00.002+08:00

Archdiocesan Youth Day
was
resplendent
fantabulous
splendiferous
i love my faith (:
its like no other

ok like just now on the way hoome in the car,
i happened to look out and i saw this on the back of a van
in CAPS and in big letters
" LET THE BIBLE ANSWER ! "
and theres like and " ! " somemore!
so cool, i think its a sign
cos i saw it aft daphne asked me abt the dumb maths thing
and i didnt know the ans
so i told her to " LET THE BIBLE ANSWER !"
haha anw i dont think it was meant for the maths thing lol
maybe some other things
but how cool is that

ok i did this personality test thingy..
i dont really like believe or whatever
but its just fun to do haha
its quite dumb so can dun read (:
(roll over the colour tingy)

Benevolent Inventor

You are a benevolent inventor

about you:
You are an Inventor

Your imagination, self-reliance, openness to new things, and appreciation for utility combine to make you an INVENTOR.

You have the confidence to make your visions into reality, and you are willing to consider many alternatives to get that done.

The full spectrum of possibilities in the world intrigues you—you're not limited by pre-conceived notions of how things should be.

Problem-solving is a specialty of yours, owing to your persistence, curiosity, and understanding of how things work.

Your vision allows you to identify what's missing from a given situation, and your creativity allows you to fill in the gaps.

Your awareness of how things function gives you the ability to come up with new uses for common objects.

It is more interesting for you to pursue excitement than it is to get caught up in a routine.

Although understanding details is not difficult for you, you specialize in seeing the bigger picture and don't get caught up in specifics.

You tend to more proactive than reactive—you don't just wait for things to come to you.

If you want to be different:

Try applying your creativity to more artistic arenas, and letting your imagination take less practical forms.

how you relate to others:
You are Benevolent

You are a great person to interact with—understanding, giving, and trusting—in a word, BENEVOLENT

You don't mind being in social situations, as you feel comfortable enough with people to be yourself.

Your caring nature goes beyond a basic concern: you take the time to understand the nuances of people's situations before passing any sort of judgment.

You're a good listener, and even better at offering advice.

You're concerned with others at both an individual and societal level—you sympathize with the plights of troubled groups, and you can care about people you've never met.

Considering many different perspectives is something at which you excel, and you appreciate that quality in others.

Other people's feelings are important to you, and you're good at mediating disputes.

Because of your understanding and patience, you tend to bring out the best in people.

If you want to be different:

You spend a lot of time taking care of others, but don't forget to take care of yourself!

Sometimes you can get overcommitted, and when you sacrifice spending time with those close to you, it can make them feel unimportant.

-end-
i did enjoy yesterday (:

2008-10-17T21:23:00.002+08:00

i would like to ride on one of those
with the leather seat and all
and that basket
is cute

and the cab is in the dark
with its irritating amber distress signals
on and off, on and off
how it shines on the wood is nice
finally the engine starts and its gone hah yay
and now a dog is barking
singapore is so boring
maybe i should live in one of those exciting tv dramas

ok anw today had the sec 1 interview..
t'was ok i guess
and got these 2 girls so funny lol

hokay im gonna enjoy tmr (:

-end-

2008-10-15T16:06:00.001+08:00

All that matters - Addison road

I may never be the one that gets a second glance
I may never be the one they call the prettiest
But that's alright with me

And maybe I don't follow every crazy passion
Spend all my time trying to get a good reaction
But that's ok with me

This world is like a trampoline
High and low no in between
Jumping at the chance to please
Everyone but that's not me

Cause all that matters is
All that matters is
I know your love has set me free
And that's all that matters to me

All that matters is
All that matters is
I know your love has set me free
And that's all that matters to me

Some people tell me to step out and do my own thing
And others say I got to blend in just to be the same
And stop being me

But this shallow world is no longer what I'm made of
I've been changed by grace
I've been saved by love
What more do I need

All that matters is
All that matters is
I know your love has set me free
And that's all that matters to me (x2)

My life comes from the One
Who made the stars and brought the sun
He loves me more than these
So I don't need another identity

All that matters is
All that matters is
I know your love has set me free
And that's all that matters to me (x2)

great song (:
who cares abt results?
when all that matters is.

would you rather have a great process
and a bad product
or a not so bad process
and a wonderful product?

who cares about now when
i know next year will be great (:

-end-
oh MY god, you're life changing
how about me too ?

2008-10-14T22:04:00.002+08:00

so i went around telling ppl abt the show haha
anw got back some results...
i guess i got what i deserved
and its not that much~

any-whey
i really think the cambodia mission trip is a sign O:
like last time the sch had the tingy n i wanted to go but couldnt
and how coincidental can it be that the opportunity
come knocking on my door agn
so its i sign i tell ya ! D:
and its like cambodia, to help a sch,there'll be kids & my father doesnt really allow
theres so many similarities
so its a sign !
and wouldnt it be cool to go with the other youth frm all the churches in s'pore
so i should go right
but its not funded haha cos its
all for charity !
oh well..im just letting stuff happen the way it should lord help !

ok
ok
ok
addison road
addison road
addison road

-end-

2008-10-13T22:03:00.002+08:00

i watched the whole show again ! O:
but its just so addictive
and you all should really watch
cos its like super rare dat i watch a show over again haha
its The secret life of the American teenager (:

ok so i pigged out at home today (:
it felt nice, just not doing anyt
acutally i wanted to go bicycle-ing
but it was rain-ish
haha okayyyy

school tmr
and most prolly getting all the
dreaded papers back..
hope they wont be so blessed with many crosses,
but bloody with ticks HAHA

ok new found band !
Addison Road - sticking with you

-end-

2008-10-12T00:36:00.004+08:00

i finished watching season 1 !
its like only 11 episodesssssss ):
and season 2 is like next year D: !

anyway.. if anyone watched the show
its nice rightrightright
and i like amy's hair
haha anw she is pretty
and the ben is like so idiot at first
but after dat like okok
and i still like the first ep last part
stuff like this dont happen in s'pore lol
and they're characters are 15-ish
hah im glad s'pore is not like dat~ ( i mean the bad parts)
but the 1st ep last part is just sweet
and watch till the end, it gets better (?)

haha ok i kno
everything's abt the show
but dats all i have been doing yay !
ok so just a lil bit more,
here's Shailene Woodley
her hair is really nice right
& she has orangey-brown eyes (:

ok its 1254am
and i dont feel like sleeping O:
oh well

-end-

2008-10-10T21:52:00.004+08:00

we put-ted the fullstop-ped

and it stop-ped

yay

no more exams till next year

and its like oooooo year

so must say " oooooooooo "

like when someone topples the bench in the canteen

and the guys will say " oooooooooo "

haha sorry but i observed it was the guys
unless we wanna play n say " oooooo "

haha yea ok stop

anw went for lunch

walked around

library ! (nerdnerdnerdnerd ! who cares)

home truely

tv tv tv (:

and i had headache since aft lunch

so i still watched tv for a few hrs

i wanted to sleep but

i told myself

after a few weeks of not tv-ing without feeling guilty
i watched tv (:

i watched the mio tingy..the free videos on demand

hahaha so s'porean, free stuff !!

anw the shows are nice

but only free for 1 episode

hahaha im a sucker

ok and this damn nice show is super nice

a great chick flick (:
and im only at episode 2
n im saying its wonderful
hahahahaha

-end-

2008-10-05T23:03:00.003+08:00

what if god were the sun

i watched that movie on tv, on sat i think
was just surfing and the title was
just so.. interesting ?

anw its a nicenice movie
even though i watched from the middle part
its really nice (:

andand the mother said
" dont on the air con alr, cos now _____ increase by 20% "
and i dunno wats de ____ fill in the blank ?
but i think 20% is alot and air con uses up alot of electricity
and stuff..so now no one is on-ing the air con
D: right
but anw in obs it was super hot in the tents n there werent even fans !
so i wont die..
maybe at night sweat dan can jian fei also haha
anw it'll be freezing in the early mornings, it always is

open windows open windows
hope no bugs fly in

oh yes after this week no more papers
but tmrs chinese ):
i "love" chinese !

i really need to talk to someone
about anything
anything that doesnt make you use your brain...
to just talk crap and be lame and " lol " all the way
never had such a conversation in a very long time ):
blahblahblah

-end-
there are alot of disadvantages working on a corn field
cos there's so much cons/corns ! (as in pros and cons and cons and corns)
HAHAHAHA

2008-09-30T22:57:00.002+08:00

7 more papers to go
thats like so many ):

i will survive,
i will survive

ok we had geog paper on mon
it was 2h 15min
just sat there writing writing writing illegibly
i think i screwed it
so like halfway thru
alr no mood to do x..x
and they shudnt put papers
dan like 4 days aft that have paper agn

its like spoil the exam mood
dan u wont study
so ytd n today
i was dawdling my time away

and still got stuff to study D:

oh wellz...
when its over;

-end-

2008-09-23T22:10:00.006+08:00

tmr tmr is ss paper !
and tmr still got phy class test
and we survived 3 class tests on mon !
good job good job

anw gotta study study study
everyone's so kanchiong
make me kanchiong

oya today's chinese oral
was
hahahahahaha
i can laugh at myself speaking mandarin
hahahahahaha

ok study study study

& the song of the day/week/month (until i find another nice song)

is

*drumroll*

so what - pink

i think she's crazy but nice (:
and she got some emoemo songs but still nice
and after you listened to the song...read below
the song is abt her ex husband (just divorced dis yr)
and in the mv the part when she's with the guy,
the guy is her ex ( he's a famous(?) racer !)
haha so cool right
and they're like still goodfriends
nowonder can get him in the mv

ok she's really crazy and she got alot of hairstyles lol

now mugmugmug
and listen to the song

-end-
back on 10/10
if i can survive

2008-09-19T20:08:00.002+08:00

Ask, Seek, Knock

7"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 8For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.
9"Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? 10Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? 11If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him! 12So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets.

and if the door doesnt open, bang harder (:
have faith in yourself and if you say
you can get 4 distictions
you will get 6
all you need is faith
but do not keep saying
and not mean it
for it will get you nowhere.
my friend helps those who help themselves
and we pray, that the holy spirit will help us every day
lol this is like becoming some preaching session
and i shall help myself and stop using the com alr (:

-end-

2008-09-15T22:45:00.002+08:00

the monday is ending !
and in a few hrs you wake up to tuesday
and go sch
and go home
and study-stone-study-stone
and b4 u know it;
you go sleep
and in a few hrs you wake up to wednesday
and you do all the same stuff

its so boring in spore ):
i think louis is having fun in china
we need to escapeeeeeeeeee !!

hah hah hah
what am i saying~
too lame, too lame, too lame
self controllllllllllllllll
its one of the sch values if u noticed
arhhhh
must. control. lame. ness

actually why should i ?
so lame right !
everythings lame !
except stuff with legs
hahahaha
ok stop

i think i can go on for hours
no, stop.
im like talking to myself
so lame -..-
argh change subject !

i like english (:
the language
not the subject
theres a diff ok, read properly

i learnt a new word today from reading the papers (:

Morose [muh-rohs]
-adjective

find out the meaning yourself
haha dont you feel like
killing me

the moroseness of the world is too unbearable for me D:
have a great day, dont go spreading the morosity
and if you do get morose,
laugh at how you've morosely spent your day in morosity :D

hahahahaha
-end-
in the stillness of the breeze ~

2008-09-12T21:46:00.002+08:00

Do Not Worry

25"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?

28"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

matthew 6:25 - 34

i believe; therefore i smile ((:
-end-
i just have to say~ i love god !

2008-09-11T22:21:00.002+08:00

i only remembered there was a geog test 1/1/2 hrs before it
the test was on 4 chapters ?
i totally forgot there was a test
because i was remembering there was ama test
i have low memory space ):

so i read the textbook here and there
and i didnt want to move cramping sucks
blah blah blah
i think i can pass..maybe

ama test was a Holocaust

and its two more weeks to eoys
(: i'll be happy when its over

ytd was
10,9,8 !
today is 911 !
i saw the show, its so woah !

study. what you and i and the whole world needs to do
-end-

2008-09-07T22:39:00.002+08:00

tmrs monday !
how sad ):
and theres emaths test !
):

i shall not be ):
everything happens for a reason
and the reason is so that
the ending will be (:

ok im sooo tired
and sch hasnt even started
like dat when sch start
everyday go home plop on the bed and sleep

-end-
i've got nothing else to say

2008-09-06T22:37:00.002+08:00

im tired of this skin alr

it was enlightening in church today (:
and always got dat feeling wan hahaha
why ar.. and i still wanna kno wat i can do

saturday !
feels like i just woke up
dan now gonna slp alr
and it will be sunday
dan sunday wake up, dan slp
it will be monday

D: so fast
cant everything slow down ?

and this week seemed horrible
but in the end theres always that sweet ending (: thank youyouyou
but next week and nextnext week and nextnextnext(and sommore nexts) weeks
seem horrendously horrible ):
but i know what the end will be (:

hahahahahahahahahahaha
im so happy to know god (:
happy happy happy
astounding
marvelous
stupendous
fabulous
miraculous
phenomenal
wonderful
hahahahahahahahahahaha

-end-
matt6:25

2008-09-05T23:43:00.002+08:00

this song is so addictive D:
been listening/watching the mv for a few days alr D:
ok i think when the lead is singing with the mic he's sexy
HAHA ok u dont know me
at first see u will like GAY !
but must see agn dan is sexy hahahahahahaha
ok what am i saying
just watch la
and i think the news part is nice esp nearing the end (:

ok most vids cant embed
so click here !

and todays friday alr !
so fastfast ):
havnt even do half of all the hw
and still must study D:

i think we really need snow
-end-

2008-09-03T18:35:00.002+08:00

its snowing !
i mean snowing-melting (?)
ohhh now i kno why it doesnt snow real snow
cos like i keep saying its snowing but i mean snowing-melting

and the guy controlling the weather up there is confused
so like dunno to put real snow or melted snow
so dats y when i say i hope it snows
it snows ! (the snowing-melting wan)

iya whatever right !
so confusing~

and hohoho its wednesday alr
):
i didnt really study at all
i lost to myself
Loser ! with a capital L

and why are u here !
go study
it will be like superrr fast

-end-
this post is so weird

2008-09-02T22:46:00.002+08:00

please come to my rescueeeeeeeeeeeeee
name me someone who is having fun and is super free this week
so i can change lives for the 5 more days

some ppl ARE having fun
some ppl ARE waking up in the afternoons
some ppl dont have to do anyt

what to do ?
why is singapore so fast paced ?
slow down man
later the earth kaboom dan i yay !
we dont need to do anyt alr (:
haha just felt like adding some crap

i hope it snows i hope it snows i hope it snows
and when it does,
i hope the internet crashes so we got no e learning
but msn still survives
(:

-end-
dont you love my imagination ?

2008-09-02T00:08:00.002+08:00

this is sth i must blog abt at this hr HAHA
im so proud of my geog grp (:
we managed to chiong the geog forum tingy

at 11+ huizhe said the deadline was 11:59:59 today( 1 sep)
and like D: my grp havnt do anyt
so i quickly send msg and all dat
dan at like 1140 i alr posted 1 short thingy but still no one else did

so i went to write the other part
until 11:59
and the com lag so it showed 12:ooam wth !
and after dat i saw like
4 other ppl alr posted
hahaha we are like damn pro
and all like frm 1150 onwards managed to post
superrrr !
but dunno wat happened to shearel D:
anw i dont believe the deadline is today

oh well at least its over n done with
at the very last min
haha which is so true
e1 spirit; do it the last min and get good grades ?
-end-

2008-09-01T20:37:00.002+08:00

tired of seeing that sentence alr right
but i still need a break...
after eoys it shall be x..x
and today's monday alr !
the one week of supposed study will be over soon
now its time to hope it snows again (:
or for someone to burn down the school

ok i think this mv is cool n nice
" dont cha think this mv is cool like me ? "
" er no ? this mv is cool like me ! "

oya i had a super weird dream ytd ytd
soooo weird
there was this person and that person and of course me
HAHA

-end-

2008-08-29T14:52:00.001+08:00

i need a damn break. i need faith
-end-

2008-08-28T20:58:00.002+08:00

i wanted to just post a one word post but haha
i stayed back in sch until 7. mon - today
crazy just to do sai gang
anw tmr last day of sch
happy or sad i dont know
theres still the same amt of stuff to do
maybe even more
that sucks ):

okay but im really gonna study this one week
haha no life right
and somemore almost everyday go back sch ):
someone please go burn down the school

anw result slip today
we have big monsters in our class -mr w chua ;D
im not one of them thats all
i heard in class " bring your textbooks home to study "
not said by a teacher
aren't we guai ?

whatever shit things that happen
i will take it in my stride
cuz i have
the one word- faith

-end-

2008-08-26T22:02:00.002+08:00

this afternoon, went to help for teachers day rehearsals
and i went " huh... today tuesday only leh "
retarded ruoqi said " ohya hor "
and we spoke in made up tamil hahaha

but i really thought today was thursday or sth
oh well
its tuesday ONLY !
and these few days havnt been fun
(what few days ? its tuesday only right haha)

im planning on bringing a big umbrella to sch tmr (:
cos i think it'll rain
and my small umbrella exploded
iya u all kno what i mean..it exploded la

i dont feel like going to school
and i just wanna sleep

die physics test
die! die! die!
i mean i want the phy test to die
not the other meaning haha
ok im becoming retarded

-end-

2008-08-24T22:20:00.005+08:00

i did my maths homework (:

well i think it was only 5 questions
but yay me
and i still have so much more overdue hw to do
im not going to do them until who knows ?
i am a bad bad example

i should keep psycho-ing myself into loving maths
i love maths i love maths i love maths <3

-end-
make something exciting happen tmr

2008-08-23T23:51:00.004+08:00

snowed almost the whole day
freeeeeeeezing

there's a place that i know of
a place that i know of is there
the place that i know of is a nice place
sometimes that place is noisy
sometimes that place is peace
sometimes that place gives comfort
sometimes that place gives relief
sometimes that place gives realisation
sometimes that place is cold
sometimes that place is full of warmth
that place knows no worries
that place know no fears
i know someone in that place
there's just something about that place that makes u smile (:
my bestestbest friends house, the church
anw i chatted with louis the other day
here's a sneak preview

he says the koreans in his class are bimbotic and ugly hahaha
and his principal, a guy, has an earring
and he's a tenth grader = sec 4
horrible right D:
and he was having fun on the first day of sch
when we were sitting for a dumb test for iforgotwhatsubject

-end-
when you believe, you can see ~~pigs fly~~ miracles

2008-08-21T18:09:00.003+08:00

what is this world coming to O:
seriously
everything is so shocking @..@

ok anw this limhuizhe comes here everyday (?)
Hi huizhe ! (you should go away and do maths hw ya kno)
and thankyou ar, now i realise im abit retarded xp
like, what is this world coming to right !?! O:

and im really not born to do maths ):
maths makes me mad (rhymes !)

oya the other day..which is long ago
i heard
Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings
on the radio !
arghhh now we the kings is gonna be famous
and i will be so sick of their songs cos everybody will be listening to them
and i wont like them anymore D:

so i found
a rocket to the moon !
ok im starting to like these kindo songs..like abit hellogoodbye
and dunno how they do the effect to change the voice or sth
but nice right and its...i dunno wat genre wan

I Think About You Everyday - A Rocket To The Moon
Fear Of Flying - A Rocket To The Moon

september holidays..
what holiday ?

-end-
and across the street is ?

2008-08-19T20:04:00.002+08:00

today was a great day (:
until after lunch it was a bad day ):
so now's part of a bad day ):

here's how to have a great day !
1. tell yourself, tommorow's gonna be a great day !
2. in the morning of the great day !, tell yourself : today's gonna be a great day !
3. when you reach school, tell yourself : today's gonna be a great day !
4. tell other ppl : today's a great day ! + a big :D
5. you will have a great day !
6. enjoy your great day !

i am tired, very tired of everything
bestestbest friend whr are you ?
-end-

2008-08-18T19:15:00.003+08:00

today was a long day
i thought it was the end of tuesday alr
too bad its not

i seem to have never ending stuff to do
im sick of all of them x..x
how i wish everything was like sec 2 agn...
go home and dunno wat to do, just watch tv
oh well !

and a happy thing happened today (:
although i was damn pissed in the morning
*drumroll*
i got 39/50 for chem HAH ! like yay ((:
and i really studied, so i feel i deserve it
and after i saw the marks
i felt a great big :D on my face
i was expecting mrs ng to say sth like '' well done, you've improved ''
cos like when i got the 6/dunno how much ( see bad things are meant to be forgotten)
she gave a short lecture and blahblahblah

but no ! she didnt say anything
and i purposely stood there for an extra half second la
waiting...
whatever right i should shutup cos like my great improvement is nth compared
to those who got full marks ya ?
haha

and i havnt told them about that pathetic 7
even if i do well for the rest im sure the 7 will blow everything
so sure cos its always
likedat
likeshit

oya the sad thing is that melinda changed chinese class !
and im sitting lonely-ly nxt to space
all because the nigel took the table and chair
so sad ): i dont even have a table to sit nxt to

and i'll just continue ranting on and on
cos i dont think anyone other than god and the other ppl in heaven reads this
who cares about what o.oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo1%
of the world population does or thinks ?

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the bestestbest friend does miraculous things just to cheer you up
no kidding (;

2008-08-17T23:04:00.002+08:00

i feel so mixed up now...
i did some maths, im happy
i still have so many things to do, im sad, worried, stressed
i went to the library again, oh yay......

im almost done with the book i borrowed a few hrs ago, (:
the story is happy sad nice, im happy sad...thats what stories do to you D:
alot of new words in the story...i found out their meanings, yay i feel cleverer
i just remembered agn i have to do so many things, i pity myself
i still havnt got back 3 papers, im scared..i hope i do well
those two papers were horrible, 24 and 7 hah.. how could i get a 7/40 ? -im sad

i read ytds post agn, i feel bad, happy, sad, comforted, worried, happy
whatever right..
tmr will be a great day
because i believe (:

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2008-08-16T22:48:00.003+08:00

the day was lousy and lazy and
full of horrible stuff i had to do but as usual, i didnt
and i felt disappointed in myself
like i keep telling myself i have to do whatever and whatever but i just didnt
i keep saying i will
but i lie to myself over and over again

i looked forward to stepping into church
i almost always did ever since con camp (:
so as i stepped into church, up the stairs, into that room
i felt that all the horrible stuff i had to do were dropped at the door step
any single thought of it. was just left outside
the feeling was so wonderful
not having to worry anymore

we sang, i felt your presence right after a few verses alr
so warm, so protected, so loved, like everything was taken care of
and as usual at praise and worship after the first song
i alr felt like crying
but i always nvr did
i would feel so stupid
they were tears of relief, tears of happiness, tears from you
why didnt i just let them roll
i just couldnt

but just being there with the wonderful music
i felt that we were in another world
with no worries
with no danger
i could feel your protection

but why was i still scared to get prayed over
i knew i wanted to go
but why didnt i ?

i know you spoke to me
'' you should go ''
why ? was what yours truely said
'' i dont know, you should just go ''
i know it was you
but my legs still didnt move
i know i wanted to talk to you so badly
what stopped me
i dont know
i regret

i felt you give up on me
no. i gave up on myself
i turned and walked the other direction
and you were calling me
how could i do that
i ran away
soon i could feel the distractions
totally changed my mood
sorry

after that, i stepped out of the room
i could feel all the horrible stuff on my back again
horrible
sorry
i tried to feel free agn in mass
i couldnt
i tried, i wanted
so badly

the protection was gone
finally the bomb dropped on me
right smack in my face
no more shield
i arrived back in reality
reality.
the last place i want to be
reality
im sorry i became angry
it is such a disgusting feeling
im sorry

the nxt yiss you're sure to hear from me
give me the courage
thank you
i feel your forgiveness
i feel so much better (:
you're the bestestbest friend
now i know everything will be taken care of (:

okay to the person reading whatever was ontop..
you may not understand at all
and i think its weird also lol
almost wanted to backspace everything
but whatever !

im not ashamed of what my bestestbest friend does to me (:
he carries me through it all
all for love - hillsong
oh how many times have i broken your heart
but still you forgive
abba father have your way

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i heart you bestestbest friend, jesus (:

2008-08-16T15:16:00.003+08:00

i need someone to scold me
scold me
scold me
scold me
scold me
please
i need to do my homework
scold me, cos im not doing any

still one of my favourites
what i like about you - lillix

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2008-08-15T21:38:00.003+08:00

i dont wanna do anyt
everyone's ( at least all the teachers) saying nxt term is short
must study now
must listen
must not play
must whatever

i dont wanna do anyt
i still havnt even fin some of the obs hw
i dont wanna do anyt
there's so many things to do
i dont wanna do anyt
where to start, what to do
i dont wanna do anyt
cant i stay in church,
i dont have to do anyt
there's aircon
there's silence
there's slow-ness
there's calm
there's my bestestbestfriend

i saw this:
'' i miss you my friend...pls come back soon- to my dear friend louis''
it ~~was~~ is merlyn's pm wth(whythehell) do i have her contact ?
i think its funny
she nvr talked to louis before

the word of the day : [kawrd-bored]

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my results suck. thanks anyway

2008-08-12T17:32:00.004+08:00

went to the library ytd
like finally !
last min decision anw...after the lunch at airport
so i went alone not exactly alone if u all kno what i mean (: there's my bestestbestfriend with me 24/7
anyways, i only borrowed 2 bks

scared no time read
andand i like to go to the library
cause like u can see many diff types of ppl in there
and some, u wouldnt believe would even touch a book; i saw there
i think someone should write a book abt me HAHA i wish~

ok the bk i jus fin reading

stargirl by dont know who
ok i judge a book by its cover/title so yea
mostly nice cover = nice story haha
u wont see me borrowing a book titled '' farmer billy's happy farm ''
and it would be worse if there was an ugly picture infront haha
i would borrow a book titled '' toothpaste ''
with a cute toothpaste picture infront
haha

ok anw the story is nicenice and nice
abt this new girl being totally different in sch
wearing long dresses
no make up ( its a american book so yea..all that stuff)
she says hi to everyone she walks past
she sings happy birthday to ppl that she doesnt kno
but she knows thier name n bday
she puts a vase on her table and a daisy in it everyday
she cheers at everything
and she is totally herself

ok thats just the start
i highly encourage ppl to read it (:
it gets you thinking

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2008-08-10T17:06:00.004+08:00

i am bored.
i tried to do maths homework
i only wrote the qn no. (:
O: i have gotta change i tell ya

oyeaa i watched the olympics this morning
cos like that was all they were showing
and the spongebob ep was a repeat D:
the gymnastics damn scary la
like can fall anytime
and now i kno GYMNASTS CAN FLY !
one fell down anw..but her routine was super

and i also watched the womans hockey
the jap jersey is nice
now i know how a hockey match looks like
my bros in hockey, i think he's lousy haha
but hockey's pretty exciting

Sticks, Stones, and Techno - All Time Low
ok this song is diff from what they usually do
but its nice (:
the usual is below which is also nice

Let It Roll - All Time Low

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2008-08-09T23:17:00.002+08:00

i like Flickr

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2008-08-08T19:05:00.002+08:00

nd celebration today
i think the parade was quite good alr
and we only had 2 prac dates !
we are so pro HAHA
ok after the parade everyone so high and take pics and all dat
and did the s-i-n,g,a,p,o,r,e cheer

okays and physics lesson was ok i guess...
didnt really listen
but we had aircon !

and went to lunch, walked all arnd amk
home
sleep
still t-i-r-e-d

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2008-08-07T21:57:00.002+08:00

i am super tired
tmr ndp !
and there's still physics
D:

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2008-08-06T20:41:00.002+08:00

common tests are so over !
= term 3 almost over
= i feel so old
yea whatever right ? haha

anw louis is going to c-h-i-n-a on tues !
thats super fast
to some place called tianjin
golden sky O:
but its far away from beijing
so cant see all the muscular ppl @ olympics
ok so now we see MADE IN CHINA we should think of louis !

oya the other day wen i was walking to the bustop
this boy asked me..
boy: eh girl, how to spell shout ar
me: O..o huh
boy: shout
me: s . h . o . u . t
boy: thankyew *continues typing msg*

haha apparently i look smart enough to spell shout (:
ok heres another funny thing, i guess..

=] says: eh
=] says: ur personal msg is ghey
=] says: LO
=] says: LOL
mich says: . . . i hope it snows
=] says: why
mich says: actually i should stop hoping alr xD
cos i was hoping these 3 days snow dan no sch = no exams :D
=] says: LOL
=] says: snow?
=] says: its impossible
=] says: hailstorm maybe possible xDD
mich says: i got see hail b4, in spore...and actually it snows all the time (:
jus dat melted so = rain
=] says: wow
=] says: some form of science?
=] says: COOL
=] says: =X
=] says: or Ge0Grapy
mich says: l o l u go tell ms suan/ mr teo see wat happen

=] 's name was too long so i jus put =] haha
and my pm was '' i hope it snows i hope it snows i hope it snows ''
haha ok so now u get it

and this fri after national day celeb
theres xtra physics lesson luhhhhh
what is thisssss

ok you all should go watch freedom writers
on youtube or sth...
our super good ss cher let us watch (:
touching nice show

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happy birdday singapore
listen to 91.3fm for jokes haha funny

2008-08-04T16:45:00.002+08:00

it snowed (:
at arnd 11+ when we were having the chem paper
too bad by the time the snow reached s'pore it melted
so it rained ): thank you lord, i knew it was you
anw lucky the chem paper wasnt so scarey after all
chinese was . i gave up and pretended to think of what to write until time was up
hah wonder how much i'll get

still a long way to go, but it'll be over soon
im still hoping for snow

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the construction opp so noisy, like dat how to study huh huh huh !

2008-08-03T22:42:00.002+08:00

i hope it snows
i hope it snows
i hope it snows
i really hope it snows

i've never been so scared for chem and chinese before
shit la
im not prepared !

chinese is just 1 1/2 hr
chem is 1hr only
and i feel so scared

maybe its cos i got the 6/30
got phobia alr
and like chinese...dont need to say alr

and i should go sleep now
chinese paper
chem paper
grandma surgery tmr; shes old; she might not 'wake up'
lord help

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in my point of view; snow will solve everything

2008-08-02T22:52:00.003+08:00

this is the time of the term i would never fail to say
I HOPE IT SNOWS !
cos like starting tmr tmr its chem and chinese ! and i '' love '' chem + chinese
and its like all the other horrible papers that follow ):
but everytime i hope so hard it doesnt snow wan
God is so bad la everytime like daaaat
H A H A You know im joking :D
but wouldnt it be cool ! and we dont have to go sch
me answring my own qn :
''no it wouldnt be cool, it would be freeeeezing and yes we dont have to go to sch''
lol and if it really snows, thank me n of cos some ppl will blame me

this whole year is full of last min revision ):
which is like 2 or 3 days b4 the paper dan start revising
and its worst when someone like me stones all the time
this is bad, really bad
i wonder how i even survived being in this class im not im slowly dying ):

i shouldnt even be here
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i have a bad feeling abt this ct ): lord, help me

2008-07-31T20:10:00.003+08:00

helloooooooo
i realised i still got tonnes of emath hw
all collected fom obs week hah
thats like...abt 3 wks ago ? lol
anw i did some okaay
and i have to hand in by tmr !!
alr ask for extension
but i have a huge gigantic enormous problem.
i lost the textbook dunno how long ago and i still cant find it
maybe i should start by looking for it haha

and these few days i got pay attention in maths
dan like i kno how to do the ques !!
i really know (:
and its a waste dat wat we doing now not tested nxt week la ):
cause im goooood

anywho,
next week chem and chinese paper
i must psycho myself
i LOVE chem !
i LOVE chinese !
and now all the ppl who set the chinese paper getting smarter alr D:
all inference ques wan
than cant lift ):
but i still do ! and i can imagine the marker laughing
cos i can imagine if i was marking an eng paper and the person lift for the inference ques
it would be damn funny HAHA

-end- lord, help me find my maths tb please and thank you

2008-07-29T23:00:00.002+08:00

tmr eng paper ! and i still have to do some council shit
and then ss x..x and smart ppl get to read this
and school has been ok.. and smart ppl will just read n not say anyt
and guess what. and i hope there wont be any ndp shit during exams
what? i think there is. i am angry.
the chem test, the-3-days-after-obs-and-1-day-b4-sec-3-camp-day,
i got 6/30 !! yayness and had to get parents signature...so anywho,
those 2 sch days after obs cum b4 camp
was like totally blurred..
nth go into the brain
so like just go sch and sit down and -_-
and i dont like chem = i dont listen = dont do hw = copy = 6/30 i hate chem
so the formula to do well is to LOVE chem. un-impossible, time is the common factor
only if i had that
and i tink i will do well in maths now hahaha

school is just making me busier and busier;
at least i won't go around holding a fork and saying '' i want to kill you '' lol

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2008-07-27T14:52:00.004+08:00

im almost sick
i dont like it
and i really got alot of stuff to do
but im still here..
no mood to do anything with all the sneezing x..x
theres really alotalotalot of stuff to do Lord help me
anw good luck for common tests,
after that theres still more stuff to do and i know You will. are helping me right now
thanks ! its undeniable, what you say is true
mat kearney - where we gonna go from here

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2008-07-26T15:31:00.002+08:00

michelle claire
it sounds nice
and thats my middle name
oh well theres nth else to say,
exams nxt week
i havnt start studying
so G- double O- D - B - Y - E
goodbye, goodbye

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